It was January in 2019. I'd been searching for the Taygetans for awhile.

In December 2018, I suddenly remembered being contacted by them just one time and being really overwhelmed by it because I knew it was true. I wanted another chance to learn from them.

I saw Gosia's face in a search and somehow, I recognized her, though I'm not sure how or why. I watched the video and she was part of the same program. No more cabal robot voice channeling videos for me from that day on.

Swaruu of Erra talked about things I'd laid awake at night thinking about, trying to put words to. Yazhi Swaruu takes it to the next level. I've learned so much.

After feeling like it had almost disappeared, I feel like I have my soul back. Even though it's a lot of growing pains sometimes, I've never been more grateful for anything. Cosmic Agency has helped me find joy in the world and myself again.

Thank you, Gosia, Taygetan team, Yazhi Swaruu and everyone else. It feels good to be alive.