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#1 Re: English Forum » HELP TAYGETANS MAKE MONEY SO THEY DON"T HAVE TO GO » 2023-10-29 12:53:23

It was about my deleted topic. It was a bare information about an "attack" to this disclosure, but it was carelessly deleted as if I was the attacker.

#2 Re: English Forum » HELP TAYGETANS MAKE MONEY SO THEY DON"T HAVE TO GO » 2023-10-29 10:58:57

my gosh Gosia, you made me shocked and scared. I'm even asking myself whether next time when I ask you anything here or on Youtube, is that I'm really asking you about something OR I'm just seeking for some positive feedback from you. Even when I'm writing this post, my hand is shaking with the fear of being bulldozed for any reason! Because everyone is gonna literally destroy me if I have any little tiny small "sign" of doubting (without even considering whether I have it or not). What the hell have our relationship evolved to? Are we even friend anymore?

#3 Re: English Forum » Help raise the frequency of this planet - Does anyone care anymore? » 2023-10-19 05:13:46

Bro... This is a red flag. You'd need to do some shadow work. Be strong. There is no need to run away from shadow work.

#4 Re: English Forum » HELP TAYGETANS MAKE MONEY SO THEY DON"T HAVE TO GO » 2023-10-18 11:18:34

You guys are joking right? How the hell would the federation allow this?

#5 English Forum » Can we have another livestream about Mental/Mind subjects only please? » 2023-10-14 19:39:02

itriedmybest11
Replies: 2

As I know Mari was known as seeing everything as mind, then metaphysical and mental questions should be her speciality.

90% of the picked questions in the live was about the physical side (science, their life, their ships, crystals, cosmic political, Galactic Federations, Cabal) which could easily be arranged into a Mini-Topic videos - some of them were even answered before, curious people have just come to the channel and asked for fun.

I believe topics relating to mental or emotional side (manifestation, shadow work, reality, negativity, law of mirror…) should have been prioritized- even if she gave them a short answer, these questions could somehow reflect to her & raise ideas inside her to make more videos about them.

These mental topics requires her opinions & POV, not only dry data from the computer which is not so practical.

I’m begging for another livestream- but this time only questions about metaphysical & mind ideas , since even if my questions are not picked, some of the other picked questions could give me hints to solve mine as well, and vice versa.

#6 Re: English Forum » Tough questions (Shadow Work) » 2023-09-21 12:04:39

The point is I don't know how to solve them and let them be in my head damage me day by day that was why I'm looking for some suggestions here

#7 English Forum » Tough questions (Shadow Work) » 2023-09-21 09:00:14

itriedmybest11
Replies: 2

As the tittle. I've found out some very hard-to-beat ideas/fears and I'm curious of what you think about them.

1. "Your destiny is set in stone."
I only know 2 ways people would react to this statement:
One, they insist: "No, my destiny is decided by myself.".
Two, they think like:"Yeah, try to accept that truth."
Both ways show a terrible fear inside that person: in the first one, destiny is something that is too scary and horrible that that person must try to control it, or it will harm them; in the second one, things even get worse when they already admit that they are out of control, they are weak, they are nothing compare to the giant bouncy god in the sky who wrote their life plans (Lmao)

2. "Those are my ideas!"
Applied to the way people argue about copyrights in art, writing, etc.
What does it mean by wanting to own an idea? And why people want to own it although they know that their physical meat bags die anyway?
And what is the point of not wanting to own an idea?
How should people act when seeing someone copying their artwork that was "created" by their "imagination"?
Or the stealers are all a Matrix trap trying to trigger them, but even so, why does it work?

3. "I must love the fall-behind 'people'?"
Something that really confused me about the last Za'el videos about emotions.
Mari once said in https://youtu.be/mfaMQEN_N88 :

"Helping others beyond their capacity and going against their essential needs ends up in both sides ending in bankruptcy - the helping side and the side in need, because often that kind of people end up being an endless pit you can never fill, because their problems can never be solved as they themselves are creating them all and constantly"

Then what is the point of trying to listen and understand the weaker ones surrounding me? I don't feel the need of explaining anything to those things, let aside loving one of them and set that individual as an emotional motivator. I didn't get what Za'el mean. This is Earth, unlike a safe starship up there. There are endless holes everywhere, and "loving" one will just hold me back

4. "Why am I so afraid of these looks?"
The last one is much more scientific. I don't understand my mind's reaction when I imagine some demon's appearance inside my head. The most scary ones (to me) always consist of these details:
- Rounded black mouth, or a very big, black smile
- Big eyes with big, black eye pupil or totally blacked eyes
- White-skinned face
- Woman-look
- Curly hair
- Sharp teeth;
- Sharp nails
I feel like it is the nature beauty of the astral demons, just as the pattern on a butterfly's wings:

The patterns on the wings can help protect butterflies from predators through camouflage, or warn predators that the butterfly's body is toxic, or help attract potential mates

In my case that's their only weapon, huh?
BUT the true question is, Why still their demon's looks freak me out all the time, although I already know that they are extremely weak? Like, is it a genetic thing inside a Lyrian body? These faces always consist of black holes on a white surface.

#8 Re: English Forum » How can I block Demons' influence? » 2023-09-17 16:28:20

I asked for the source because the statement you make really shocked me a lot, but maybe because I didn't get what you mean exactly by "ecchi thoughts". Did you mean perverted thoughts that appears randomly in any person in any circumstances? I'm a little bit confused here. Didn't they appear because those astral entities inject them into their victims, to cast temptation and raise dopamine and make their victims do it, hence the "Swaruunians" feel disgusting about that but not the victim? 

When you said "feel like puking over anyone" that make things seems like the Swaruunians are allergic to any human (and extraterrestrial) that have any sexual-related thoughts occuring in them, including any lovers, couples, husbands, wives that ever exist.

As I remembered, Mari insisted us not to do anything that exceed our own ethical standards, but have no idea of what you are talking about.

StarDeity wrote:

What I said is not in a video, but they have made videos about having those thoughts and how regressive astral entities can attach to you.

Yazhi has talked about it, I think Mari too.
I don't remember which videos though.

#9 Re: English Forum » How can I block Demons' influence? » 2023-09-17 15:41:32

StarDeity wrote:

The Swaruunians feel like puking over anyone who has ecchi thoughts.

It's not fair if you use the term 'Swaruunians', let aside the term "ecchi thoughts". You mean Swaruu 9, Tina, Mari or Sophia? And in which video exactly? I need the source first in order to continue the discussion.

#10 Re: English Forum » How can I block Demons' influence? » 2023-09-17 08:48:40

StarDeity wrote:

Don't have ecchi thoughts or the demons gonna come pinch your butt cheeks, literally...

Lmao. I'm not Buddha, and I got no intension of having myself castrated, unless u want me to put nanobots inside my head how the hell do I stop my thoughts? I think what matter instead is whether I do ecchi things or not. I think I was targeted these days because I have done something that threaten their life.

Horton HaW wrote:

I think you should try to understand why your mother wants to keep the cats from multiplying. When you decide to keep an animal for a pet it is very different than it living in it's natural habitat. This effects many others as well, such as neighbors. Also what you said seems a very cruel thing to say to your own mother.

She was afraid that this cat mother will give birth to more kittens, and these kittens will die like the last 2 kittens. She always ignore the fact that the last 2 kittens died because of her, and her stupidity (you could read above). The cats always stay in my house. What make me angry is that her thoughts were not logical and it seemed like "THEY" used her wound and possessed her to do that. To endure her guilty feeling. I don't want to treat the demons the way I treat my real mother.

Luckyleaf wrote:

If I was your mom I'd leave you in the streets to take care of the cat better than she can

Oh yeah? So I'd better let my cat die? Excuse me, are you a person? What if the cat mother was one of my Urmah friends up there? What the hell I suppose to explain to them if I let it die? "I let the demons kill it to make my organic-portal-mom feel happy" huh?

#11 Re: English Forum » How can I block Demons' influence? » 2023-09-16 08:27:10

I found it guys. Mari left some keys that I didn't notice before
In this video: https://youtu.be/mfaMQEN_N88
She said:
"[...] and even when such a high frequency person falls into a sad state when it temporarily feels down and blue or even depressed because of the ups and downs of life, its frequency does not go low enough to be a match to lower astral evil entities."

I highlighted the important parts. They mean the physical challenges, for examples: technological issues, school deadlines, economy, house fees... are set up by the matrix, not the demons, and these challenges, even if I fail, does not make my frequency goes low enough (*). Plus, according to what I've observe, I was always being given some time to solve them.

The parts where demons involve here, is that

(1) they will try to import toxic thoughts into my head, whenever they could
Ex: I finished all the deadlines before the presentation day, BUT at that morning when I wake up, my mind said: YOU'RE TRASH! YOU GONNA FAIL! YOU'RE SO PATHETIC.

So if I fail one of the challenges, it will be the demon's thoughts that hurt me, but not the Matrix challenges themself.

(2) they will trigger the weaker ones arround me to attack me mentally, under any effort, as long as I am hurt emotionally.
Ex: This morning, my mom keep calling our adult cat (I still have her and 1 of her baby), and when I asked her "For what?" You know the answer. My mom want to prevent it from pregnancy, AGAIN. I took the cat into my locked room, and I dare my mom, "you touch it and I will left you die old in a mental hospital"

I don't know why, maybe because I have found out about this (*) yesterday, the demons desperately want to squeeze my heart. But they couldn't.

One more thing is that the demons want me to think that they are as powerful as the Matrix is and that the Matrix will impose any bad events it could on me regardless of anything, while the truth is that the Matrix reflects some of my random fear(s), and all of what demons do is that they manipulate my thoughts to manipulate the Matrix, which proves how weak they actually are.

#12 Re: English Forum » Should I watch the latest Mari's video about Level of Consciousness? » 2023-09-16 07:46:47

HOLY SMOKES! I'm at her last level!!!
(not sure if there will be another level in her next video)

Few months ago I blocked Teal Swan on Youtube since she kept repeating something like, "Human don't deserve happiness so dont fkin expect happiness", she targeted negativity in an addictive way that I thought she believed all mankind on this world were afraid of negativity and hence must choose negativity. She was the last guru I follow.

#13 English Forum » Should I watch the latest Mari's video about Level of Consciousness? » 2023-09-14 02:49:38

itriedmybest11
Replies: 6

As the tittle.

(No Spoilers, PLEASE!!!)

I know it's a fantastic video, but I was too afraid to watch the whole, I only listened to the first level then I paused.  Kinda hard to explain. Like what if I'm currently at level 3 or 4 of awareness and there are 5 levels at all, and Mari keeps explain all 5 levels?

I could never reach level 5 at all, because what I'm going to do is to ACT as level 5, instead of actually develop my thoughts through life events and reach level 5 naturally. Anyone feel the same way? Like accidentally knowing the answer key for an interesting test that you're willing to take

#14 Re: English Forum » How can I block Demons' influence? » 2023-09-06 15:55:50

I found out that everytime I think like this, I perfectly buried the devil's existence. It's all fate, and it's all the victim's choice, and it's the fear inside me. See how smart they cover their existence? EVEN if it's the fear inside me, so what? It's all the law of attraction and the devils are innocent anime girls huh?

mitkobs wrote:

But what is trauma actually if you think deep down. It is some kind of painful situation that cannot be processed properly by the person and they push it into the unconscious mind as self protecting mechanism. Forgetting in order to keep function. But forgetting is not going to resolve this trauma and what is causing it. Forgetting is only temporal solution.

Of course we can ask why there are conditions in this world to cause traumatic experiences even for the most relatively innocent like children. And I can answer this, because the lack of knowledge how to proceed in any dare situation and circumstances. Because people do not realize that they are Source and what that means exactly. We can blame the world, the other people and there are a lot of reasons for this but not going to be completely fair if we do not see what is in us and why we act in such ways in dare conditions.

I can assure you that different in spiritual advancement persons will act in very different way in most daring life threating situations. Most spiritual will pass what we call trauma without any trauma on them, almost like nothing serious is happened to them.

#15 Re: English Forum » How can I block Demons' influence? » 2023-09-04 18:39:09

So that's the physical "tail" of them. That's their weakness.

#16 Re: English Forum » How can I block Demons' influence? » 2023-09-04 18:37:56

akos996 wrote:

So in short adrenochrome is the chemical manifestation of the demons in you and the way they hold on the strongest. It is a key part that absolutely everybody ignores and frustrates me beyond belief. I know the treatment is not permanent but vitamins/anti-oxidants like B3 are laughably easy to take and harmless in multi gram doses and you get a flush when your body is well nourished.

Wow, that's shocking to read. Thank you for sharing this document. I will read it as soon as I'm free.

#17 Re: English Forum » How can I block Demons' influence? » 2023-09-04 18:11:52

akos996 wrote:
itriedmybest11 wrote:

Their second ability made me think a lot of how to distinguish them from the matrix. Or they themselves are the matrix?

I am not against the Swaruus in the slightest but I am very frustrated with the nothing is physical flighty attitude when people need immediate bodily support. I am not going to pray a wounded man to health no matter how much I believe. That's just how it is here. Nothing more, nothing less.

Thank you for your great respond! I must admit that I've abandon the training and rebuilding my body for a very long time. I should consider it now. However, I think living healthier only is a temporary method for me not to die. I've learn that, action is the confirmation state of any manifestation process, and I'm just worry that, the more I act like I'm okay with the devil trap in front of my face & wanting to keep going, the more I go deep into it. I couldn't find another way of thinking I'm not.

#18 English Forum » How can I block Demons' influence? » 2023-09-04 16:48:01

itriedmybest11
Replies: 33

(Please respond something if you're reading this, it does appease me a lot)

According to most of the recently Mari's videos about demons, there are 2 main ways of demons to feed from us:

1. They use the lower frequency civilization surrounding us to cause triggering events that makes us feel negative and lowen the current frequency

2. They presents things and situations that are tempting but harmful to us, and these "traps" may end up destroy our life and then lowen our frequency

Since the day I discovered Swaruu 9's article about how to change the past which I was extremely excited about (& thinking that it must be a cheat tool in this matrix) I started to experience super heavy negative events - events without any attempt at acting to be a random "bad luck" that were not targeting me smile

When I entered a history exam test, I meet most of my classmate there, and I'm the only one with a below-average score, and all of them got top-tier scores just because the questions were randomly taken from the bank.

When I sleep, 3 nights in a row I experience a nightmare where I got hunted and killed violently by horror creatures

Last month, my mom agressively took 2 of my baby cats to the doctor and have them castrated. She walked like a storm and the momment I saw her grab the cats it was too late. You guess what end up? 1 of them died, and the other spread a dicease to my 3th cat, then my 3th cat die and only 1 is left.

And it doesn't end yet, days and night, there is a voice in my head that says, I must destroy my idiot mom! But as I wrote above, these events are too suspicious and they're all seem like, "I suppose to feel like this and think like that." I ends up ignoring that voice and think my cats at the end deserve a new body to get away from their pains, and their death is good, for em.

=> That is the devil's first attack type

Their second ability made me think a lot of how to distinguish them from the matrix. Or they themselves are the matrix? Few days ago our country started a 4-day vacation but my group "must" prepare for a presentation right after 4 days.

It was fruistrating to prepare it, especially when the subject are pretty hard to read, let aside understanding and talk about it. I had to stay up very late and my brain felt like dying due to the anxiety. And few minutes ago before I decided to write this topic, I asked myself: What do I get from doing this nonsense?

You know what the answer was? Not that I wanted to be admired, but I want NOT to be scolded by the professor, as well as disappoint my friends. I don't want get bad points and end up couldn't graduate and could find a job. Isn't that tempting enough?

=> Isn't that their second one?

I must sum up that the demons 1st ability is mental attacks, and the 2nd one is attacks that focus on the physical body.

I urgently beg you guys for a way that could deactivate the 2nd type. Mari's alter ego method is not working on this type, since the obstacle is waiting at the end of the tunel no matter what I think, and her methods is not quite neccessary to cope with the 1st type since I've developed another way of thinking.

After reading Swaruu 9 article, I've seperate it into 3 smaller steps that are
1. Identifying what future I want exactly
2. Becoming "unaware" of this timeline & its impact, treat it like the way I treat a valid imagination/ dream
3. Put that future into the past (as well as using the alter ego)

I'm currently stucking at step 2; and all I need is to BLOCK the devils' temptation that based on the my physical survival.

Do you guys have any ideas?

#19 Re: English Forum » Safe Zones and Independent Communities » 2023-04-13 16:31:17

Rocketmidget wrote:
itriedmybest11 wrote:

I believe fear leads to 2 directions
1. Fear -> More Fear -> Hopelessness -> Inflict fear to hide shadows
2. Fear -> More Fear -> Wrath -> Chain-Breaking -> No more fear

.not sure I see your second point?

Fear is bs. I'm an eternal space faring part of source. What should I ever be scared of?

People post here everyday scared about wars an this an that an the other thing.
I do what I can do to avoid the problem fix the problem for me an take advice from the swaruus then I move on.

What you focus on you create. I'm not creating fear.

It was my mistake. It should be in 1 direction only:
Fear -> More Fear -> Hopelessness -> Inflict fear to hide shadows -> [wall] ->Wrath -> Chain-Breaking -> No more fear

#20 Re: English Forum » Mari: How the Galactic Federation sees what happens on Earth, part 1 » 2023-03-17 08:47:25

Can someone link this to the Cv19 agenda? I still don't get it. If they're that powerful then what is the point of cyborgnizing us

#21 Re: English Forum » Where are the "Millennials" and "Zoomers" of this Community?! » 2023-03-13 15:29:44

Alec wrote:

It's important to recognize that the Academy's purpose is to guide and teach those who are already on a spiritual awakening journey, rather than to actively awaken individuals. While they may be providing support in your awakening process, the focus of the Academy is to facilitate spiritual evolution.

It's also important to note that moving to 5D does not necessarily mean escaping the Matrix, as a new form of Matrix may still exist. Additionally, it's crucial to acknowledge that while there may be different challenges in 5D, problems will still be present. Different densities don't eliminate problems altogether, but you will approach them with a new perspective and tools for resolution.

Does this mean that some unevolved ones would have to die? Moving to 5D is no problem for me, however I dont expect the regressive part of this world have to be wiped out, since that may cause some of my inspiration die with them. I DO notice that that regressive part are harmful and dangerous, but people always have choice when facing their traps.

#22 Re: English Forum » Negative entity i need advice » 2023-03-13 12:38:04

I recommend you turning your Astral protection architecture into something more creative, more violent (but Not Regressive)?

For example, instead of a fragile balloon of light, why not imagine your body, your back, your head are covered in sharp saw blades, spikes and machine gun that are non-stop running and are ready to turn any dark entity (which tries to reach you) into dust?

Or your Astro body surface is made from black holes and ready to digest anything near it?

Or building a violent thought which targets that entity and ready to crush its neck by your hands whenever it sucks your energy?

These ways really worked for me, since it helped me gain a great determination and power, like, the Matrix could physically harm me, but not this "archon boy". However, please don't apply any of these violent thoughts on physical living beings, thank you.

#23 Re: English Forum » Where are the "Millennials" and "Zoomers" of this Community?! » 2023-03-13 12:08:43

Alec wrote:

Density.

A transition from 3D to 5D?

Everything is inside a "cage", so in a way yes... once you get out of one you get into another one, sort of...
It's very complicated to explain.

Even beings in 10D, how do they know they are out of a "cage"?
Even the Source, how does the Source know there isn't another Source above?

But what matters is "upgrading" your conscious density, and live it accordingly.

What I mean was, that sounds like the 2025 "Ascension" stuff. I didnt mention any about those larger cages since I'm not that thirsty, but the Ascension, or Transition I believed is a reflection of the needs inside us to have every problems solved and all suffering cured, which seem to be hopium.
From the transcript:

Gosia: Oh my. Ok. So they don´t want any liberation of humans? What about ascension and all that? Who did all this come from? All these races talk about ¨ascension.¨

Swaruu: The races talk about ascension all the time, and have been for thousands of years. But they never elucidate what it is exactly. Ascension as a personal endeavor, that cannot be achieved without death. Or almost. Because what they are selling the people is ascension as something that will make them all transcend their problems, suffering and hardship. Escape their problems. And they are inescapable, especially in 3D, problems, hardship and suffering come hand in hand with lower realms, with the illusion of separation. Remove it all and what you get is a higher realm, that exists any way, and everyone goes there any way, between lives. So fighting for ascension? Really? Making Earth paradise problem-less. Equal to a higher realm. That already is and everyone goes there any way!

If there has to be an Earth's Academy here, why don't they just wake we up and let us teach in a spaceship's classroom? That anscension may sound tempting and promising, but it is sadly a bait to make us waiting for good stuffs [a.k.a escape from the Matrix] to happen instead of hunting, digging, fighting for them by ourself

#25 Re: English Forum » Safe Zones and Independent Communities » 2023-03-12 14:45:41

Rocketmidget wrote:

.not sure I see your second point?

One word: "Rebels"

Fear is bs. I'm an eternal space faring part of source. What should I ever be scared of?

Yes you are part of source, you have no limits, then who say your higher-self could not make yourself scared, as a challenge, to envolve? When you said nothing would ever scare you, then you mean it is impossible for you, as a human, to be scared. Welp, paradoxically, everything is Source, so nothing is impossible smile

Just think about it. For example, the vaccine have no cure. Have you ever been afraid of it? If nothing could make you ever be scared of, then why not just take it? You are immortal, what are you waiting for?

Fear is a part of the experience (your experience) here on Earth and is a human nature to keep us safe from dangers (which were also make by ourself to challenge ourself). If human (on Earth) have no fear, then the definition of danger is broken and Source is not Source anymore.

People post here everyday scared about wars an this an that an the other thing.
I do what I can do to avoid the problem fix the problem for me an take advice from the swaruus then I move on.

This is one proof that you have fear. Why do you have to avoid problems and take emergency advices when you fear of nothing? But remember that I do not mean feeling scared is a crime.

What you focus on you create. I'm not creating fear.

From your higher-self perspective, yes.
But as a human. What shadows you are hiding, you create. You run away from the fact that there are fear inside you, then more fear will appear until you admit that truth. It is 100% OK to afraid of something. It's a part of the experience.

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