Hi, I'm vastarannan kiiski, emphatic, passive experiencer

My male body is over sixty but still sensitive. It makes me anxious to watch rampant evil bustling through those psychos in control and gullible people going excitedly along. I'm sobbing often. How is it possible that only few people can discern when pathological evil is operating in their midst? I find it little bit disturbing. I see that the culmination point must be nearing.
I have  always been somewhat independent thinker and I have had slightly above average perception. Nevertheless, I still dont know what the fuck I was thinking when I decided to take birth in this nutjob hangout.
The matrix has actively thrown sticks into my stroller but I have been little bit lucky. The matrix surrounded me with npcs as well but I did manage to meet one or two nice beings during my life. They have died of cancer by now.

I'm very curious to see if we together can make it through the planetary dark night of the soul...