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I remember reading recently that Adamu from the Ascension Papers mentioning that he was the person known as Atlas:

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Hello Gina,

I have been reading your posts and while I was reading them there are some things that come to mind that I wanted to say, and it's not easy to put what I want to say into words but I'll do my best and hope that they will make sense and hope that it'll be of some use and of some help to you or anyone else reading this. And as you have noticed this is a bit... long, and you and everyone else reading this might get tired just by looking at the length of it, haha but bear with me and maybe read it without rush when you have the time. And keep in mind that even though I am speaking in first person to you, I am not speaking just to you and I am not singling you out. What I am saying applies to me too and to everyone else immersed inside this "insane asylum". lol We are all a bit "sick" in the mind and we all have broken parts and unhealed wounds and traumas, and our minds are full of a lot of "insane" "sick" ideas and beliefs we have absorbed and internalize growing up in this batsh*t crazy society.

I assume that like most of us you currently have a "monolithic" identity, meaning that like most of us you probably see yourself as a single unit of consciousness you call Gina. And there is nothing wrong with that and it is a perfectly valid way to see ourselves, and it is an equally valid paradigm or perspective as any other paradigm or model of self, model and idea of who and what we are.

So what I wanted to say reading all your posts is that there is another model of self through which you can look at yourself, that could be helpful or useful in your journey in this (seemingly) godforsaken "insane asylum" lol that we are currently immersed in(and you are not as crazy as you think, you are more sane than all the other "lunatics" around you believing this place is normal haha anyway...). And that other model is to see yourself as a single unit of consciousness but that is composed of other smaller units of consciousness.

In other words the unit of consciousness that you call by the name Gina is an amalgamation of other smaller units of consciousness or parts that all add up to make what you call you. So you can see yourself as an ecosystem of smaller parts instead of a single monolithic thing. So what you call Gina can be seen as a forest that is made up of many individual trees.     

OK so why would you want look at yourself using this model of self, how could that help you, how could that be useful to you?

And here is what I am trying to say and the point that I am trying to make. If you look at yourself this way, then it might help you realize one very crucial and important thing. And that is that it is not the whole of you that is "crazy", or that is traumatized, or that is a mess, or that needs healing, but only a part of you. In other words you can see yourself as a whole composed of multiple parts, and it's only a part of you that is not in a healty state and not the whole of you. It is only a part of Gina that is a mess and that needs some healing, and not all of Gina. And that is a different way to look at thing than the way we usually think about it.

So if you look at yourself using this model of self, it's not accurate to say or to think, I am "crazy" or I am traumatized or I am a mess, or I am unhealthy. What is accurate to say is that a part of me is a bit "crazy", a part of me is traumatized, a part of me is a mess, a part of me is unhealthy. And that is a very different vibration and feeling than saying and thinking that "I am traumatized", "I am unhealthy". And I don't always remember to do this and I still say and think things like "I am depressed", "I am angry", "I am a mess" etc but when I remember to look at myself using this model and phrase and think of it in this alternative way, it is very helpful and it softens things up and it lifts my vibration and it lightens up things.

By saying and thinking "I am unhealthy" we identify with being unhealthy, while by saying "a part of me is unhealthy" we partially identify with being unhealthy which means that the rest of you besides that part, is healthy and it's not the whole of you that is unhealthy or "crazy" or a mess.

If you see yourself as a unit of consciousness that is composed of smaller units of consciousness, it may help you realize that your ego-mind/human-mind is just a part of you, it's just a smaller unit of consciousness that is a part of you, a part of the larger unit of consciousness that you call by the name Gina, and that you are not your mind/ego-mind/human-mind. And if you see yourself throught the lens of this alternative model of self, it might also occur to you to ask, is it you that is saying the things that you are writing in this forum or is it a part of you that is saying those things. Is it Gina talking or is it just your human-mind talking, and you identify with what your mind is saying and think that you are the one saying it instead of just a part of you saying it. You already don't identify with some of the thoughts and say that they are not you they are the opposite of you,  but what if you take that one step further and consider that the one that is saying and thinking that too is not you, but is instead a part of you saying and thinking that and not you.

And what if you are the larger consciousness that is aware of what a smaller unit of consciousness inside you(your human mind) is thinking and saying? Can you imagine how liberating it would be if you realized that "hey, it's not me that is saying all this, it's not me that is thinking all this, it's not me that is crazy, it's not me that is a mess, instead it's only a smaller unit of consciousness inside me that is "crazy", that is a mess, that has some broken parts that need healing. So that means that I the larger consciousness being aware of these thoughts am fine and it's not me that is broken but it's the part of me that I am aware of now that is broken."

My point is not only some thoughts may be coming from outside sources or from lower astral entities whispering things to you, but even the thoughts that are coming from your own human-mind may be full of bullsh*t, haha and are not your thoughts but are the thoughts of a part of you. Because as you know our human minds are conditioned with a lot of BS(BullSh*t/BeliefSystems) since we are born. And it's wise to not automatically believe the thoughts in your mind because it could be coming from lower astral entities(and this is what a lot of mental illnesses are all about) so you shouldn't automatically identify with them and think that you are the one saying and thinking those thoughts. But I think you have already figured this out so my point is that you can take this one step further and also not automatically believe what your own mind is saying and thinking.

And it's not what astral entities may be whispering to us, or some of the BS that our own mind is conditioned to think and say, that is really the problem. The problem and what causes suffering is when we, the overall consciousness, automatically believe the thoughts we are observing, whether they come from lower astral entities attached to us, or from our own conditioned human mind. Hearing them is not the problem and what causes us to suffer, it's believing or agreeing with what we hear inside our consciousness that causes us to suffer.

And it's wiser to not automatically fully identify with what your human mind is saying and it's better to think of that as something that a part of you is saying, something that one of the smaller units of consciousness inside you is saying, versus thinking that it is something that you the overall unit of consciousness is saying. Gina and Gina's human-mind/ego-mind are not the same thing, Gina is larger than Gina's human mind and there is a huge difference in saying and thinking that "Gina is sick", versus saying and thinking that "Gina's mind is sick" or "Gina's body is sick" and needs a doctor. So it's not entirely accurate to say or think that "Gina is sick", because it's only one of Gina's smaller units of consciousness that is "sick" and the rest of Gina is perfectly healthy.

And this is not just a play with words, it's a very different vibration and feeling than saying and thinking and identifying as "I am sick", "I am crazy", "Gina is sick", "Gina is crazy". Because if Gina is sick, then it's logical to think that she can't help herself because she is sick, and so she needs someone else to help her. While if it is only a smaller unit of consciousness that is sick, then Gina's larger overall consciousness can help that smaller unit of consciousness inside of her that needs help. So even when you don't have anyone else to help you, you can always rely on yourself, the larger consciousness, to help your smaller units of consciousness. And when I say the larger consciousness I am not talking about the higher self that Gina is a part of, I am talking about you Gina that is aware and can get into observer mode and observe what your smaller units of consciousness inside of you are saying.

To use the analogy of the body, if all the bones of your body are broken then you can't move and you can't help yourself, but if only a part of the skeletal system is broken, like for example one of your legs, then you can still use the rest of the skeletal system that is not broken, to limp yourself to a hospital, and you don't need someone else to carry you to a hospital. Or use the bones in your hands that are not broken to make a call for an ambulance, or if you are in a cabin away from civilization with no phone, you can still use your other unbroken bones to find a stick and tie it around your leg and do your best to help it heal properly on your own.

My point is that even if "a bone or some of the bones" of your human mind are broken, it's only that part that is broken and you can still rely on the rest of the healthy parts of your mind, and use them to heal those broken parts even all by yourself if you have noone else to help you. Even though if you can afford it financially, it will be faster and easier if you use the help of a mental health worker(preferably someone from the alternative and not from the mainstream) to coach you and guide on how to help yourself and heal any of your broken parts and unhealed old wounds. But even when you use external help it's very important to still take your healing in your own hands, and take the responsibility of healing your broken parts on your own. And the wise attitude in which you use external help is "OK I have some broken parts inside me, I am going to do what I need to do to heal those broken parts in me, and I am going to look for some external help to assist me in this, and if can find someone to help me great, but if I can't find someone to help me then it doesn't matter I am still figure out how to do it myself". I am over-stressing this but it is extremely important to realize that you always have some power you can use to help yourself and empower yourself and you are never totally powerless.   

And this is already long but another important point I wanna make is that when you see yourself through this model of self, another important thing that it may occur to you that you can do, is that you can have a relationship with the smaller units of consciousness that compose you, just like you would have a relationship with people. Which means that you can have a healthy loving relationship with the smaller parts of yourself that compose you, and you can also have an unhealthy adversarial relationship with those parts and you can reject parts of yourself and treat them as enemies.

So you can have a healthy relationship with your human mind part of you, and you can listen to it knowing that what it is saying may be conditioned BS by this sick society, so you shouldn't automatically believe it, and it's only your human mind saying that and your heart or your body may be saying different things. Or you can have an unhealthy relationship with the human mind part of you, and turn on it and start rejecting it, because you see that some of the things that it is saying and thinking or some of it's unhealthy habits that it has been programmed with by this sick society, are harming you and causing you to suffer.

But if you think of it in terms of a relationship between the overall "forest" consciousness called Gina, and the smaller "tree" consciousness called Gina's human mind, you don't have to be a genius to understand that the smart and wise thing to do is to have a self-loving relationship with your smaller units of consciousness that compose you. And so the wise way to approach the parts of you that are in an unhealthy state and are causing you harm and are causing you to suffer, is the way you would approach your own small children if they were brainwashed to do things that harm you. You would still love them and not reject them but also still establish internal boundaries and not let them keep harming you, and you would do everything you need to do to reverse their brainwashing.

Anyway this was very long and I hope you get the points that I am trying to make, and I hope it was helpful or useful in some way. And you probably already have figured out on your own some or all of the things I am talking about, but it doesn't hurt being reminded of it.

[Moderator note: This is obviously someone trolling us and trying to bait us into giving him our energy and attention. And I have reasons to believe that it is a new account of the recently banned Butt.erfly and as expected he is not going to stop and he will keep creating new accounts and harass us and try to bait us into giving him our creative attention and energy, so when our intuition starts giving us red flags we need to pay attention and check if someone is trying to mess with us and play us and not take their bait.]