Oops, I totally now see that your comment was not for me but it fit so I am leaving my comment. Lol.

It took me a minute just to figure out how to reply. Don't even know if I have done it correctly and I did read the forum rules. Lol. I haven't yet received it but feel free to email me at support(at)samanthabushika(dot)com as a temporary alternative until we can find how the forum email works. Hope I don't get in trouble for that but there is no I'll will here for sure. Only light and love and desperation to find other like minded souls.

Are you in Burlington?! I lived there for a time and I can't tell you how much I loved it. I am a hippie girl through and through. Peace, Love, and more peace signs type of thing. I just felt so at peace while there. I can't find even one like-minded individual. It makes me so sad for all of them. I'm not scared of danger. I spent most of my life doing the most dangerous things possible right up until I had my kids. It wasn't about me anymore and I am DETERMINED to give them a childhood they do not have to heal from. This small town scarred me in different ways. I used to love the seasons but winter becomes so... Long these years. I have to have my hands in the dirt and flowers all around me to feel in my element. Lol.

I don't recall my dreams. I have Aphantasia. A blind minds eye. I had always thought the minds eye was a euphemism. A few months ago about 18 months into meditating daily I finally figured it out. I see nothing but darkness. It's incredibly cold & lonely and makes me feel so disconnected from all that is. What makes it worse is that I can't seem to obtain any answers about what it means for me spiritually.

I have noticed a correlation between Aphantasia and Rh negative blood. It's is written that approximately 2% of the population is rh negative and it is written that approximately 2% of the population struggles with Aphantasia. I can't seem to find answers for what either means in a spiritual context. I was told by a channel that I had the gift of visions in a previous life. They further stated that I tried to help the people in my visions to my own detriment which would fit. I don't care why I have it I just want to be rid of it. Answers to why I have it would be nice. I never hear anything or experience anything except synchronicities and numbers.

It's definitely not for lack of trying that's for sure. I would love to know what happens when I sleep. It seems as though something has gone to great lengths to be sure I have no recollection because intention seems to have no value for me in this regard. Very frustrating. Thank you for sharing.

Hello beautiful people! My name is Samantha. You can call me Sam. I live in Bennington, Vermont. I have dreams of getting out of this small closed minded town someday soon because my crystal kids and I are truly alone here and I always have been. I have been targeted and made an example and treated horribly. I am an indigo, rh negative, lightworker with Aphantasia. (I know.)  There isn't one person in my town that I can find that knows the truth of the ways things are and they all think I'm the crazy one. Lol. Many channelers have told me I am a healer and have a purpose and that there is a Lyran in orbit that is protective of me, neither of which have I found any evidence to support. Here's hoping.
I am so excited to be here and to be able to aquaint myself with all of you. I am a helper of people and a seeker of knowledge on a mission to try to save the world. ? (At the very least leave it in a better space than I found it.) I was so excited to watch the series on Gaia. As usual Gaia delivers and even though I haven't yet encountered specifics on how to reach the Taygetans, (Hope I spelled that correctly. If not my apologies.) I decided to take it upon myself to take it to Google and Google did not disappoint.
I am excited to begin watching videos and reading threads to obtain answers to the questions I just cannot seem to get answers too. As we all know there is no such thing as coincidence so we are all here for a reason. These beautiful beings are an inspiration to me and my children and I look forward to learning more and finding out if there is anything we can do to help them or make things easier on them at the very least. In my opinion you are heros and I am pretty sure that may offend you on some level because you aren't even aware of it, but it's my opinion and it's valid. Free will to free thought and all that.
When I saw your pictures I have to say I was intimidated. You are the most beautiful beings I have ever seen. Is it natural beauty? Omgoodness! Beauty feels like an understatement. Let me know what creams you are using PLEASE. Chanel is not cutting it for me after seeing all of you. I'm playing. I am really happy to be here and I am so grateful for all of you because I have been trying to channel for a very long time now with zero success so this is fantastic.
PS My 6 year old daughter has been struck by your beauty and "handsomeness" as well. She asks if you are a family to which I replied "I imagine they are." She also is a seeker of knowledge and we are truly looking forward to learning more. Thanks for giving us this opportunity. I hope everyone is still on board. I tend to show up late to the party or miss the boat all together. I hope this is not one of those many occasions. ❤️??