You re so right about that! Thank you too. It's just that it's a little too late for concern on my end for that now but I highly agree and recommend your suggestion for all.  Thank you

Thank you Joe R. You are so correct in your response.  What's odd for me is how i feel like I used to be able and "embody" my "truth" much more from BEFORE 2017 which is when Whatever happened to cause what I describe as my mind to be rewired only negatively but it also began the "nightmare mentality" because it's Iike I KNOW these things already but for whatever reason ~ I went deeper and deeper into "not knowing" which is "why" I'd watch videos at all but deep down ~ I don't really watch anything because I feel I'm "needing " the outside information
I watch moreso for the "entertainment" however, as "entertaining" as everything has been, it has perhaps done damage because I sorta lost sight of my truth which is to just be me! Now I do have an EXTREMELY difficult time as a "human" and without a doubt,  I am the one who can tell you everything NOT to do because my life path allowed me to do 100% of everything a person should NOT do! Yikes! And combine that with a "Soul" who is experiencing the mismatch existence while also held back from expression as the light being they are and its created a self sustaining misery program! However, I think I've had some weirdo "Shift" occur with in my head after watching this dude's explanation! To that I say ~ Hooray Happy Day! And your right Za'el ~ of course I had got it all wrong! Yikes! By the way, did I really have to take it THAT FAR into the depths of ignorance? ~ hee hee ~ The places this "mind" has gone should be cataloged as "restricted!" Danger! Off limits! HA!!!! But, Thank you!  Because I "Remember!" perhaps that it's all about "remembering" NOT that you "identify" as "human" or "et" or whatever ~ afterall, those are more "labels" to place on something that can't be "defined" so to speak and instead you REMEMBER that you ARE simply "DIVININE!" THE END.  Once again ~ same words ~ different meaning. It's literally like a different "feeling" inside as I contemplate ~ as if I FEEL the "shift" or dare I say ~ I'm finally "growing up!" HA!!!  (For what that's worth because honestly ~ I'm not sure if I'll ever "grow up" enough to become overly "serious" about things ~ but perhaps more RESPONSIBILE! HA! ....and I come on here to express for personal reasons so Thank you cuties! I love you all deeply and Have a Great Day!

~ ReGina ~

PS ~ wanna know "a reason" for "why" this "planet" is "sick" ... THOUGHT FORMS! Quite literally! Some of these "ideas" Really are convincing, making one actually "believe" therefore "embody" the concepts whispered in the ear so it definitely takes strength or "divine intervention" or simply "remembering" WHO YOU ARE (FINALLY) in order to SNAP OUT OF IT! So thank you for allowing me to share as I continue to do just that ~ SNAP OUT OF IT! HA!

Thank you for sharing on the "Chromatic aberration" because you're right in that its certainly something possible, however, I gotta say ~ NOPE! (HA!) I'm talking about the ACTUAL "Being" that is shown along with the craft which is cloaked into the "fabric" of my woods! Ha! It's a "digital representation" of something that has manifested in the "physical" which is a reflection of something else coming from the "spiritual" side of things. Although easily explained away using the understanding of pixels, or Chromatic aberration etc, that is still Not what I'm actually talking about with this footage because it "appears" rather blown up or not. Plus ~ the "spiritual" side is what captured my attention to film Although it was Not understood "why" by me in the physical until led to view the stuff which immediately showed up to me as the "characters" cloaked etc but that's also probably something that not only am I "seeing" but it's also the Feelings that go along with it as well as the fact that I "know" my woods where it isn't the same for you so possibly impossible to get across what I'm referring to. That's all.

But yes ~ airplanes and I insist ~ birds and more. Ha!

How Funny!  You are so right!   You know I don't watch that channel much, if at all myself because of its false light type of presentations but every once in awhile I'll give one a chance. That one "won" a chance but what's weird is now I went back and watched the same video since your remarks and I'm like: How Funny! That is Wild! It's like an entirely different video making me think what was the fascination I had there? I believe it's the few statements here and there I Personally "related to " and for sure, not the overall "theme" as it promotes the "DNA Activation" ~ "ascending" type nonsense. HA! So, don't worry ~ I'm not at that "level" of thinking or belief in any "new age" ascension type program but thank you anyway for sharing your remarks because I got a kick out of that and you're so right! Ha!

Thank you ~ and I appreciate you stating that you don't "see" the other one because I'm finding it fascinating how quite literally some people can see immediately while others simply don't see anything at all, even while pointing out the details etc. HA! (Which I guess I could have gone a little deeper into showing the various "things I was seeing " but it's literally a thing of me "thinking" that what I see is already something that is obvious for others to see as well when it actually isn't.

Of course I have a long history of investigating this type of thing and other super cool captures as well so I might know what I'm looking at more so than others simply because of my experience with it all. Plus ~ Something that is obvious to me might not be obvious to others yet I assure you ~ its there! Ha! I do find that some people's consciousnesses haven't yet reached the level where this type of thing CAN be seen by them. Ha!  How funny! I didn't mean you because your ability to "see" the drone shows you have the ability to "see" the other. I'd just have to sit down with you and point things out and you  would then see Exactly what I'm talking about.  ~ hee hee ~

Drones at night ~ ALWAYS! LOL  Daytime too! To me ~ I've always known they were there so I like to go out and "play" with them. Or give them something to look at! HA! Why not! I make lighted signs "talking" to them  and when asked,  I say "I'm talking to the airplanes!" HAA!!!  Why ~ because I think it's funny.  The one I'm revealing tomorrow says: ET FLY ZONE
~ hee hee ~

It lays down in the back aimed up to the sky where the "airplanes" have decided to circle which just so happens to be right above my house. So, I've decided to "play make believe" and I "pretend" all sorts of things are going on all from the perspective of "my world" therefore, I consider them all my "friends" (as long as they are positive) So I've got them a "Runway" open to fly overhead in my "ET FLY ZONE" HA!

Oh my gosh!  Wow! Jupiter 9!  That was Awesome! Absolutely Brilliant! You have literally given me a new perspective on viewing things and I ALREADY FEEL THE DIFFERENCE just in the approach to my thinking!

Using your suggestion, I began "feeling" into the concept within my mind and BAM!  I suddenly felt like a Gigantic Consciousness as it played "witness" to the "Smaller" one, or the one having the "trouble" but get this!  It feels like that "trick" has somehow developed the "Bigger Consciousness " to gain a form of empowerment for lack of a better word.  It's basically like you said ~ I don't feel the "weight" or whatever on my ENTIRE "being" and instead can view it as an isolated problem which somehow freed up the "Bigger Consciousness" where it actually seems not only "lighter" but also like it's something I can perhaps, once again, gain control over!  Bravo! Awesome! That's so cool dude! HA! Thank you! I believe I can work with this!

Now you get "The Gold Star of The Day!" from me. HA! Congratulations!

For real though ~ like quite literally within seconds from "changing my perspective" when viewing "myself" I FELT the Change occur!  That's so cool! Awesome! Just awesome and of course ~ Thank you so very much for your suggestion and I Thank you for taking the time to write, including the long versions because long versions are basically all I know how to do when writing so I get it! ~ hee hee ~

Ok, that's it for now so here's a Huge Thanks again.....which goes to all of you!  Take care and we'll talk soon, ya little cuties!

~ Gina ~

I used to film the sky constantly. I have LOADS of footage including that of the "swarms" of drones, drones that "project" themselves as airplanes and even Birds! I kid you not. I even have some weirdo footage of "beings" that appeared in my woods as "cloaked" but the camera still clearly shows some type of craft with a blue being in it camouflaged as the woods but on top of that ~ when you look close, there are pictures from not only my own internal pictures like from my own mind as well as "characters" from star wars and more. People ~ yes, "technically" I am a "certified Scitzophrenic!" HA! But all kidding aside, I am NOT Crazy! HA  ~ look at this video https://youtu.be/ky4MheK2_Rk?si=_43ErBa-RwK5Qn-_. (I've shared it before but it's such a hard one for people to  comprehend so I'm not sure if anyone "sees" all of the things as I do.) Pretty wild!

Warning ~ I've not yet had any meetings with the "Scizophrenic Doctor Dude" so "Demons" may be portrayed in the following ~ HA! ~ You have been warned, while I also apologize but darn it ~ I'm speaking from the heart of "God" on this one right now so here goes.

"And however high or expanded that consciousness may be, the nature or essence of Source is to imagine, to create, to experience a continuous flow of ideas and sensations, giving rise to more of all of these."

This is certainly what "Source" Wants BUT the 3D Earth DOES NOT ALLOW Source to BE the "God" it WANTS to be especially due to the artificial "control" over society etc ~ and especially when it WANTS SO MUCH MORE than what this world offers therefore you are ALL BLOCKING THE CREATIVE NATURE OF SOURCE by FORCING IT into some "pre-made" world that only serves the negatives and STOPPING the "New ideas" because of Trauma done DIRECTLY TO THE SOURCE ITSELF and forcing it to remain within that same trauma supporting environment which has gone on for FAR TOO LONG!

How do you think it feels ~ to KNOW you Are the "Source " in EVERYTHING that entails but you are being hijacked, and even turned into an "artificial representation" of yourself that is false while those "other creations" of yourself simply watch from afar. How does one "human" live with herself when She Knows the DEEPER MEANING BEHIND HER EXISTENCE but is being DENIED the capability to act on that due to the "negative agenda?" It's perhaps "not true" however, in my psyche ~ this is something I've somehow grown into believing so I need to either be "set back in place" (which can't happen now because my awareness is too grand) or "Seen" and assisted for what I am ~ meaning I have a HUGE WEIGHT I've placed upon my shoulders due to the "memories" and I somehow feel responsible for EVERYTHING happening on the planet right now! Even though this is out of my control ~ I do FEEL like I'm somehow "tapped into" the planet in such a way that she "uses" me as a form of expression however her expression is NOT being taken seriously nor is she being heard or seen or properly assisted but instead she is being damaged over and over and over again while darkness runs free but has trampled over her as she continues to scream out for help from where she TRULY RESIDES which is in the higher state of being but she is IGNORED by even herself because she is the higher realms but they refuse to remember her in that lighted state! How do y'all think it feels for a PERSON ~ ONE PERSON to take on the characteristics of A PLANET in its darkest days and continually Know things of a higher nature but be shattered over and over again due to lack of assistance for help (in the form of herself from higher planes) but y'all watch the negatives freely run across the open while taking all of us down.? It's perhaps not true BUT THATS NOT WHAT MY PSYCH TELLS ME! So just as much as this experience has Killed my soul ~ what's worse is that my Soul is that OF THE PLANET so I'm a living being of Source from this planet ~ carrying the Soul of the entire world, screaming out for help from more of myself yet all of you choose to look away so as I die .... the planet dies with me. How do you think it makes me feel as Source itself or even just a person.
BROKEN! DEVASTATED! NEVER TO TRUST ANOTHER ~ EVER! NEVER TO BE PHYSICAL AGAIN ~ EVER!!!! Because y'all could have helped but you chose not to.

When you See the Spark of Divinity ~ the Essence of God ~ The Soul of Source Itself with MASSIVE POTENTIAL who could do amazing things ~ light up the entire world itself if given the proper support but you CHOOSE TO NOT PROVIDE THE VERY BASIC REQUIREMENTS OF ANY BEING WHICH IS LIKE MINDED PHYSICAL CONNECTION ~ Then It is You aiding to "kill" that very spark ~ that SOUL OF SOURCE ITSELF.

So then why prolong the misery ~ if "evil" is self destructive ~ then why not choose "evil" to get out of here faster? Why would we Want to "live a long life " when we are suffering greatly? Why would we Not choose to just get this nightmare over with by choosing self destructive behavior because we are surrounded by only fake, artificial, sickness and we can't compete!And the whole "see if you can be happy " nonsense is just that! Nonsense! Because guess what! I CAN'T be happy in a fake world surrounded by misery! I'm an empath! I feel the pain of the world constantly! So to FORCE US to remain with out help is Just as EVIL as those doing this stuff to us ( and once again ~ I insist IT IS BEING DONE TO US!) So it's "evil" to simply watch as we ....as Source itself continues to cry out for relief while you just watch, talking about "learning to be happy " REALLY? Really Za'el? (~ hee hee ~ Sorry ~ I still love you but come on dude!) Of course its easy to say that from your angle. You aren't surrounded in the low frequency mismatch soup of despair! (PS~ also, Sorry as I'm going off on you ~ I'm just mad at everyone of you because I "remember" you all and I'm yet deeply disappointed because of how all of you continue to watch from afar when you KNOW that NOONE SHOULD EVER HAVE TO ENDURE THIS MUCH SUFFERING EVER! I DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE! And who cares about "winning!" Really! Give me a break! The only thing I care for is GOING BACK TO NOTHING NESS Because if I can't even trust yall to step in when the torture became too great (although I know you did) then I have NO HOPE for anything else but destruction! How's that for a focused manifestation? Seems a bit "evil" doesn't it? Do you really think that's who I am at the core or perhaps it's what I'm developing into due to the longterm frequency mismatch with NO HELP from those so called "star family members " who could!

Now I know that all sounds awful ~ it is awful! But it doesn't compare or begin to compete with how truly painful this existence has been. None of you and I mean NOT ONE OF YOU WOULD HAVE EVER MADE IT THIS FAR AND STILL BEEN ALIVE MUCH LESS SAIN AND SMILING IF HAVING TO EXPERIENCE THE LIFE THIS CHICK DID! As a matter of fact ~ I CHALLENGE YOU TO TRY! Strap yourself in to the past as I did, as this character and go for the same ride and see how far you'd make it before you too would be screaming at the top of your lungs for help! But you know what the difference is ~ I WOULD COME HELP YOU! PHYSICALLY Because truth is ~ I AM NOT EVIL!

Keep in mind these words: I dont know what yall did, but Something happened around 2017(give or take) and it rewired my brain, changing me to where I am NOT NORMAL!  I Am disassociated from myself, watching every single second CONSCIOUSLY as it ticks ticks by (literally waiting for the ending) while I'm held hostage in a sea of misery , against my will and causing me psychological destruction at such greatness that you will NOT comprehend by "looking from afar " UNTIL ITS TOO LATE ~ so "wait" to catch on with what I'm saying here or do something not even considered "heroic " unless you want it to but something considered "humane" ~ STEP IN AND PROVIDE THE DECENCY OF CONNECTION FOR THOSE OF US BEING SWALLOWED WHOLE or simply leave and watch the destruction from afar, always questioning Rather or not I was right!!!

Ugh. Sorry. I'm just mad at you! I'm mad at everyone, myself included and I'm sick of all of this because I don't want to continue. I don't want anymore. Yet simple connection could "cure" the problems I have and yet you all act like that can't happen even though I know it's happening for the dark side and I KNOW IT CAN BE THE SAME FOR THE "LIGHT" ... so I've tried and tried as "Source " to "create" this type of thing ~ tried and tried to develop the flow of ideas, giving suggestions where this type of thing could happen but NOTHING ~ NOTHING happens except the creation of more despair so guess what ~ I QUIT!

(Once again..... let me just say I'm sorry for going off on you like this......and again.  I'm just super mad at everyone right now and as you know The bigger the "light" the bigger the "demons" so my battle is quite grand!)

Why am I the only one seeing this? I may come from a more expanded reality, one that DOES UNDERSTAND THE NATURE OF THIS REALM AND "WHY" THE SUFFERING ~ But it's NOT supposed to be at THIS extreme!!!!!! This is inhumane!

Part 2

Ok, Y'all wanna see the flip side of my existence ~ quite literally the shit I gotta live with!
It's like this ~ I KNOW those are words of an unhappy "avatar" speaking above and "me" on the inside is NOT the same as what this person is living! Ha! Trust me, its why I say "I have to be experienced" because the type of "Soul energy" inside is just not one who works on "words" - "schedules" or "confinement" So when I attempt to explain how complicated my life is ~ I'm not only speaking on the "physical plane" like going to jobs we hate or relationships Yada Yada. Nope, I'm speaking on having to live inside of a person who is experiencing life as everything I am not! So I can hold a "higher level of consciousness type deal" because its who I am but my Body is being forced to reside where my Soul doesn't and it's the mismatch of frequency ~ conflict of interest causing even MORE stress upon the already scattered brain, demon possessed, bi-polar Scizophrenic nature this person has become through experiences but not necessarily "me" ~ the Soul inside, which is just Source, a light being, so I understand what is happening here ~ it's just that even as much as I can comprehend these things ~ it is still TOO MUCH TO PUT ON ONE PERSON ~ regardless if they agreed somehow prior to coming because eventually, it is going to seep into the "being" behind the eyes of this avatar and THAT is why I am asking for help as much as I am. Not "help" like most think. But ~ far deeper because while some people would think it's a blessing to be this "connected" to "God" (because it is) I don't find it so when forced into a "human body" limited and alone (perceived alone from this angle) yet massive ability to create world's by "thought" thus the conflict of expansion compared to the reality of a torturous existence is hard because the body is living these torments and my soul simply wants it to end so it's hard to NOT give in to the misery or desire destruction when you know your "true self" will finally flourish ~ be free on the other side. Talk about adding more fuel to the already chaotic fire. HA! But then you think from the angle of, well "we're all one" so it's "selfish" to simply want to be free because we should ALL be free and that's true! However ~ there's also a thing called "different states of consciousness" and a consciousness needing to expand beyond the confinement of physicality would be SUFFERING therefore creating more suffering for the whole if they are FORCED to remain in a mismatch frequency of existence! Source seeks EXPANSION ~ and yes, including past the confinement of perceived physicality in order to provide benefits for the "all" instead of continuing the misery program.

I suppose I should just be quiet now and wait for everyone else to catch on because....that's what's going happen.

Patience ReGina! It will all be over soon!

(don't worry people, "demon doctor" is in April ~ HAA!)

Take care, ya little cuties!
~ ReGina ~

I believe your first statement explains much of what I'm experiencing ~ or I should say, just another added layer of the many angles causing problems for me but the problems are only "problems" because I AM "Here!" ~ I'm lost and I'm alone. Truly I thank you for your input because my "suffering" doesn't have to be like this. It's simply the Trauma of being ignored which is developing into more complexity.  From the expanded perspective ~ Yazhi is "me" in those "other realms" so I try to maintain knowing that she's playing the role of the "Lioness" right now while I'm living out the "opposite world" feeling like the beaten down coward. HA! Not necessarily a "coward" but living out an opposite version of myself only its gone too far! All of this had gone too far now. (PS: you don't have to believe me on these statements so please don't get confused with me stating this. For me it's fact but in your world perhaps questionable and I don't intend on creating drama within the forum ~ I'm only seeking help for our Soul because it's "time" someone recognizes the truth for what it is) Thank you once again for all your suggestions and Have a Great Day!

You know, most people talk about learning how to "not live in the past" so you can move on Yada Yada but here's a perspective I'm dealing with. I'm trying to learn how to NOT live in the future (which for me is the past) but it's not working out that great because my "Soul" just knows different even though it is being artificially blocked from "remembering" the most important things.

If I remember correctly ~ when re-living an experience, a life that is....it will ALWAYS provide an "ending" or your "time line" will perhaps be similar yet never 100% the exact same. There's still a "main storyline" that runs but we come in to animate the scenes so to speak so by consciously reliving, you have the opportunity to "change" events in your own perceived timeline but you still live something similar. Sorta like a different version of the same thing.

My question is how to get out of the memory of the "past" timeline in order to consciously create this new version which may have the same "ending" so to speak but where I at least can happily do it when I'm feeling like there's something else at hand or something blocking me from experiencing anything other than the "misery" trip. How to make the quantum leap when you've been broken to this degree that your perceiving things in the sense of the "past" (as in "past" for this particular character's "timeline") although I know the truth for this which is we are actually in the "future" but we're being denied tools of the "future" therefore it's causing great dissonance between worlds or what I know is possible compared to what we're supposed to still believe just because we have a body on Earth. Does that make sense? What I mean is this. I get it totally. I'm here in the perceived "past" (again) but my SOUL comes from knowledge of the "future" yet this person I'm in (my body) still halfway matrix programmed simply wants out of the misery but has no way to escape it or change it because it is being artificially induced, seems to be from outside in and is causing me to not connect fully with the "Real Me" soul residing from the "future" but being forced to the background. All the "memories" support a not so good "ending" for this character and I believe I'm subconsciously creating this due to memories instead of consciously creating the better experience. Something that is due to lack of resources or support (but also due to some form of targeting ~ I insist)therefore it's simply suffering because the consciousness does not match the capabilities (lack of) that this avatar has. I suppose that is still the "limited version" but I feel like we have done this same storyline for so many eons it's like ~ omg! Do we ever get to NOT have to do this anymore?! When do we get to finally return to the "future" when we know it's already here but we're being denied access to what all that entails.

My existence as this simple human is complicated because of the damn memories ~ some of those even artificial. I'm reliving a past but with a Soul from the future so my knowledge is of future but my Body is stuck here in the past so I should have an advantage but it's the long term low vibrational existence which makes me extremely ill. The "fake" world is NOT something I desire to participate in but I'm surrounded by it and we shouldn't be forced against our will to continue in someone else's sick game! Regardless of our choices from "that side" it isn't understood the same within the consciousness here. I may understand things logically but its not necessarily applicable while here in the perceived past living from this point of view.  (and for the record ~ I do feel you guys are missing a HUGE component within your "consciousness" investigations because someone CAN HAVE a much more expanded comprehension of reality but NOT "appear" so simply because they've FAR OUTGROWN the "matrix" games you all still want to play! And these people need to be placed Back where they belong because you can't heal in the same destructive environment where the damage is being done! And Yes ~ we create our own reality etc.... but thats NOT TRUE because I am being forced to live in someone else's reality which is NOTHING OF THE REAL WORLD I call home!

Last ~ truly if we are "saving a planet" and you have someone on the inside with the multidimensional awareness I hold, with YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS INSIDE OF MY BODY but this person is being damaged due to lack of clarity and connection to the higher realms she knows does exist ~ then why wouldn't support be given. Support in a positive way which could lead to positive outcomes for the planet? See that just doesn't make sense to me. I'm sitting here AS YOU on the planet right now and I'm confused regarding why no proper assistance is given in the form of occasional meeting in order to rebuild this person's focus towards THIS WORLD and the importance of it which could bring about a tremendous positive change for everyone! Even if it is only as my perceived reality that only I experience ~ isn't that worth something? After all ... I AM YOU!

I'm sorry as all this sounds ugly or whatever. I trust you already know that is not my intention. I'm just overly confused because I'm suffering at lengths far beyond your imagination due to the Soul memories and Don't find this to serve Anyone in Any type of expansion except down hill! Is that what I was sent for? To cry and cry and cry every single day from the core of my being! I don't think so! Which is why I continue to insist ~ this is WRONG in every way! Artificial nonsense! But your belief that we will "benefit" from this in some way sounds more to me like YOU BENEFIT FROM OUR TORMENT IN THIS WAY! (You, not the "crew" but you whoever is continuing to pump the negativity not just in the planet but into my "being" as well) however I don't comprehend WHY normal humans who have no clue what is happening (because truth is nothing's happening) are not even affected but we're being damaged tremendously and continually asking for help but being denied? What part do you NOT comprehend ~ we are being damaged by outside forces therefore we need assistance from outside forces!

This is just a very messed up situation here and I'm disgusted, disappointed that others would allow for this to go on.
I'm needing real ~ tangible help here for not just me but the entire planet! And yes I continue to go back and forth back and forth in my psych with which way to go because I simply want to go Home and this fake world offers NOTHING I desire so I try to want but want to be put back in the correct field of consciousness I was in from before. One where MY THOUGHTS are the ones that "create" and not held hostage in someone else's knock off version! PS ~ there is "me" the Soul (same as you) and there's "me" the person I'm forced to be right now which is also You! But this you is NOT anything less and I'd dare to say, could offer FAR MORE because of the nightmare experiences I've been forced to endure yet it shouldn't be forced in a world where this continues simply because death will return me to you in that world. Meaning this me is just as valuable ~ if not more! I shouldn't be wasted due to lack of support over here! So why am I forced to endure this when I know of things differently?

I don't mean to be such a dark sounding person either. You know it's not who I am at the core. I've just been living in this world with full blown consciousness for way too long BUT ~ I insist.... something happened to cause a block between me the avatar and me the soul and I simply need relief.

So how do we "create" the relief ~ "Create" the world we want to live in when we're told that type of world doesn't exist However we Know it exists because it's the one we came from!? You see the conflict here? Do any of you actually realize the Nature of torment some of us are experiencing as in "being" us therefore comprehending or are all of you simply "watching " and coming up with conclusions from afar? Because I assure you ~ what is "witnessed" from afar DOES NOT tell the story of what's being experienced by us here!

Are we supposed to "ask" for help? Because I've asked and asked and asked with no relief in sight! I'm NOT asking for "saviors " I'm NOT self-destructive. I'm attempting to be my own savior for the love of God! But I'm being harmed by methods I'm not even fully aware of and it is NOT RIGHT! None of this should ever be allowed to continue and for this long when simple connection to the world we know is "real" ~ to the "higher realms" would put an end to this misery. So why are we ~ as Source ~ being denied access to the True Fullness we ARE! Who gives anyone else the "right" to keep us locked up in misery as Source we are ~ knowing it is All artificial but WE are Forced to experience it physically! When we normally would Never live such a thing ! What's REALLY going on here people? Haven't you seen enough! Can we please create the timeline where you come down, we talk, my psych turns normal and life moves on ~ please. I know you can "make" this type of thing happen. Can we please "make" a "person" to come assist for this to happen. All I can do is continue to report the nightmare this avatar is living but you guys can be the ones who help ~ after all ~ I already know (as you do) that you ARE me so can't you help yourself?

I sure hope this makes sense to at least one of you up there because guess what "IT ONLY TAKES ONE!"

Ugh. I'm sorry for venting like this you guys but come on! Enough Is enough! And we've all had enough!

Signed: The Source