Hola a la comunidad de este foro, hoy quiero compartir un video muy interesante, sobre la historia de alguien que recuerda lo que vivió antes de su nacimiento, los momentos previos antes de encarnar en esta Matrix 3D artificial, se describe el proceso de selección de la experiencia e incluso se detalla lo que parece ser una especie de cámara de inmersión. 

https://youtu.be/LLfBCoZG0pw

Recuerdo que cuando lo vi por primera vez hace 3 años , la historia me resonó, en esa época aún no conocía el  canal de Robert "Despejando Enigmas" y la divulgación Taygeteana, pero luego de todo este tiempo y los conocimientos compartido por ellas, sobre la naturaleza de esta experiencia artificial Matrix, ahora comprendo porque me resonó tanto la historia del suscriptor que Vicente Fuentes da a conocer en este video, pues es que básicamente es el mismo procedimiento por el  que todos nosotros pasamos,  antes de venir acá como Semillas estelares, claro habrá diferencias con este relato, en cuanto al  tipo de cámara de inmersión y locación, dependiendo de a qué raza estelar pertenece cada uno de nosotros, pero  a la larga es el mismo protocolo, nos dan unas opciones de encarnación, hay una previsualización completa de la historia de vida del Avatar;  lo que es consistente con la verdadera naturaleza del tiempo, y luego escogemos cual deseamos experimentar, es decir cada uno escogió  lo que vino a vivir acá, con su libre albedrío.

Hello to everyone in this forum, I'll post this topic with some personal opinions regarding  the last video on Gosia's channel Cosmic Agency, in which Yazhi told us about what the Ascension really is a personal, individual process ( they have remarked that several times already) and that the key for doing that is shadow work, by going to the deepest darkest parts of ourselves, and facing our inner "thousand-head monster" inside us and accepted as part o of ourselves and integrated it.

When I was reading the transcripts of both, the Spanish and English version of the message, I started remember parts of my life in which I got in a confrontation situation with other people, in which there was a risk of a physical altercation, I always got a mixture of feelings in that situation, anger, aggression but there was one particular feeling and emotion, that was predominant and overwhelming, that would last on me during days after the situation, fear, but it was taken to the extreme it was Terror, but not from the adversary or the danger of the situation, but it was about something inside, that threatened to came out, "the monster" Yazhi talk about in this videos.

I remember I tried to keep that part on control by suppress it, but even after doing that ,  on my dreams it would materialize as a gigantic sinister presence or an immense darkness that surrounded everything, that freaked me out, and I was worried, wondering,  if I was going insane, or have sociopathic or psychopathic tendencies, since that's the "matrix scientific approach" on that kind of cases.

But with the past of the years, since my first awakening, seeking knowledge like the ones our Taygetan friends are sharing with us, and expanding my consciousness and awareness, I can understand what it was.

Curiously the first explanation about the existence of that part in myself, I found was in astrology, I know the astrology we have access to has a lot of items and concepts missing, that made it not so accurate, nonetheless in this case it shed some light in to this topic for me.

This came from an aspect I have on my astrological birth chart, Pluto on the 12th house, for the explanation  of this I'll post the explanation I found on the website astro.com:

12th House- beyond the personal

" This house represents those spheres of life which go beyond the individual personality. The boundaries between the conscious and the unconscious dissolve, as well as the boundaries between human beings. This is the house of dreams and the yearning for unity."

Pluto in the 12th House

" At times you feel a very strong desire to do something that doesn't really make sense. You wonder what made you do that, try to figure out what created the drive. The problem is that you do not like certain aspects of yourself, or you think others would not like them. So you try to keep these drives secret from others or from yourself, even though you are aware of their effect on you.

What you must recognize is that nothing in you is really that bad. You have to look at these hidden aspects of yourself as if you were meeting another person and ask yourself whether they really are that bad. Most people are perfectly all right inside, but they do not realize it."

Here's another interpretation of the aspect:

"Pluto was in your twelfth house at the time of birth. This indicates that, unknown to others and possibly to yourself, there is in your life a powerful eruptive influence within the intricacies of your subconscious mind. It very rarely exposes itself as though it were a terrifying iceberg. When it does surface, it is as if another person to whom you have not been introduced takes full control of your actions and feelings and manifests enormous power directed to the elimination or destruction of whatever stands in your way. This represents the enormous hidden personality operating at the margin of your consciousness. You should try to understand what it is and then work to control it. You are a very nice person and you must try to put blocks in the way of these manifestations of pure ego. This way there is less risk that you will create animosity among your relatives and friends. It may be useful to you to try to handle these impulses by redirecting the energy into constructive activities such as problem-solving, planning for the future, business or private organizations, better human relations, etc. Pluto has given you a very strange ability, whether you know it or not, to eliminate enemies and obstacles."

I think that info totally fit with what Yazhi told us, specially the second interpretation of the aspect. But actually  it applies to every single one of the starseeds incarnated here right now!! we have to face our inner chimaeras, and integrate it , since they're also us, by recognizing its existence we can choose instead to be our elevated  " angelical" self instead.

It's not an easy task, but it's the only way to get the timeline each one of us want, for that purpose I'll face that part of myself, that hidden Grim reaper, that Shinigami  from whom I have been terrified in the past, .cause it's also me and from the astrological point of view since I'm a Scorpio rising and Pluto is my chart ruler, I understand it as a survival system that my higher self choosed to have, for an extreme situation.