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#1 2022-12-14 20:02:25

ro2778
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Mari Swaruu 01 - Escape from the Matrix

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O55K8JYZUCU

This is a really important message, which certainly reflects what happened to me these past 5 years. I started my awakening properly in December 2018. In April that year I had bought a house with my then girlfriend, in a city in the UK, and we were both 3 years into anaesthetics training. I had spent 2 decades contemplating my grandfathers near death experience and I had just accepted that materialism was wrong and it was possible to have a conscious experience without the body and therefore what my grandfather said was true and I was pondering the meaning and beginning to understand what he had meant, when he said there is only one, one is all there is. One consciousness, infinite people I thought. Like a good doctor, I had my flu jab and that was the last vaccine I ever took. My relationship abruptly ended and it was my choice, because she thought I was the love of her life, and we had this great debt / house together, but I had changed and so had to do the right thing for both of us and I scronged the money together to buy her out of the property.

At the same time I met an old friend from uni, she was from the East and had recently become a Buddhist. She recommended I read a book, 'what makes you not a Buddhist' and it was full of amazing ideas, which I naturally resonated with. I was momentarily proud that I felt I could interpret the 4 seals of Buddhism, which are:

1. All compounded things are impermanent.
2. All emotions are pain.
3. All things have no inherent existence.
4. Nirvana is beyond concepts.

I decided that, I disagreed with the 4th and that if you reverse the first 3, you get some concepts about Nirvana or Source, that it is permanent, not painful and it exists, I also added infinite, eternal, atemporal and static. Whereas the first 3 describe the illusory world we call reality and are a consequence of our limited perspective, so unlike infinity we can add and subtract ideas to our reality, it is therefore in motion (energy in motion / emotion), which is stressful / painful, but ultimately not an accurate representation of true reality because it's only part of the whole that we all are. My new girlfriend was confused, she gave me the book in the hope that this materialist western doctor would understand her spiritual beliefs, but soon she started to joke that I sounded like her teachers at the monestary. This was only the beginning of the awakening of my spiritual beliefs.

I was struggling with illness since I took the 2018 flu jab, I was getting tonsillitis every month. And then in 2019 I developed Shingles, which I had been taught, was a disease of immune supression that generally affects the elderly or immuno compromised. Whereas I was in good health and in the prime of my life. At first I thought it was a reflection of the stress, due to the rapid changes that had taken place in my personal life, but I ultimately concluded that it was the flu jab, because it had all started just after I took that, and so I vowed never to take another vaccine.

Over the next 6 months, I was meditating, trying to get out of my body, using crystals, and developing more spiritual beliefs which culminated in the idea that the Earth was a spiritual school for gods. And I thought I could write a book about it, so I searched for the title and found a book called The School for Gods, which I then read and it was the most incredible book I ever found. It's sole purpose was to convince the reader that the world is as you dream it, that you are the creator of your reality and it reflects who you are perfectly. So take responsibility and integrate all the fragments of your being, so that you can create a better dream by changing yourself and therefore moving mountains in the world of events. It was an incredible synchronicity, but by now I didn't believe in random chance, finding it was no accident it was exactly what I needed.

The pandemic then started and I knew something was wrong straight away because I didn't feel even the slightest urge to buy toilet paper and everyone else was! But really, there was early data that showed hydroxychloroquine was a good drug to treat the condition if it could be given early. But the doctors in the community, were all closing and all covid patients were being offered nothing and told to stay at home and isolate for 14 days, and call an ambulance if they started struggling to breathe. I wrote emails to my local doctors practice, sharing the data with them and suggesting they prescribe this medication to anyone who was high risk. And I worked at the hospital, where I sent emails to the medical director saying that we should give these medicines to any new patients who arrive at the emergency department. Nobody was listening and actually there was pushback on the sole basis that Donald Trump had said the drug was good, so that was enough reason for people to laugh off my suggestion. When I read the data in mainstream journals I saw how the methods were manipulated to get the result they wanted, which was to show the drug didn't work. I saw how the WHO announced twice that the drug should not be used, but had to retract their advice after the first recommendation because the data upon which it was based was shown to be an obvious fraud.

The hospital was filling up, although strangely, most of the ususal diseases disappeared and the intensive care was only full of covid patients, hinting that it was a mental process, the nocebo effect. The medical director of the hospital ignored all my advice and actually reported me to the anaesthetics school for bad behaviour. This led to meetings and a 6 month extension to my training. The same medical director was encouraging all staff at the hospital to sign up for the oxford astraeneca vaccine trial and I read the study proposal and remember thinking how strange that they want to test their experimental covid vaccine against the meningitis vaccine, rather than against a control group. This was bringing back memories of the manipulation of methods that take place when pharmaceutical companies want to create studies that give them the answer they want. So that, together with my experience with the 2018 flu jab and now the Taygetans recommendation meant that I never considered getting vaccinated. Now there is a good book called Turtles All The Way Down which explains these vaccine trials.

Later it became obvious that the whole thing was a push to get people vaccinated and my profession were all hanging on, desperately waiting for the vaccine to arrive. I told my colleagues and my family that they shouldn't get it, that it's experimental and we already have effective treatments so the risk isn't worth it anyway. Everyone ignored me, despite the fact I was the only doctor in the family, my entire family and extended family got themselves vaccinated! I lost all my friends from medical school, they all thought I was going mad. And about 3 years later I resigned from my training post after 6 years - only 1 year from reaching the pinnacle of my profession. Nobody did this, the school was perplexed.

I decided, in contrast to my peers, that completing my training wouldn't reflect the sort of anaesthetist I had become and it had no bearing on how I felt about what I had acheived in my profession. However, staying in training meant that I had to listen to a load of people who I didn't respect because they were all brain washed and going along with a narrative that was the tip of the iceberg in terms of the damage that western medicine was doing to global health. I didn't want to become one of them, a leader in the health service, which really meant being told what to do. I had 2 children since the pandemic started and I took great pleasure in telling my colleagues that neither of them has had or would have a single vaccine. One of my colleagues was so shocked by this, that she shook back and forth as her voice trembled and said, she can't imagine sending a young child to nursery, as I was doing, without the protection from infectious diseases that vaccination provided. All of this reinforced my decision to take my career into my own hands and move to a quiet hospital by the beach, somewhere warmer! I figured, if the world is going mad, I may as well live in a holiday resort, because there was zero chance of travelling while covid restrictions were in place.

So yeh, my life was totally uprooted over the past 4-5 years. I lost friends and contact with even close family. I was even 24hrs from losing my career at one point, as the healthcare system mandated vaccination and I was going to walk away until they changed their mind at the last moment. I prioritised life over work, and went against all the advice to keep my children healthy. I've also come to peace with it all I was even looking forward to losing my career to see what new adventure I would have. I'm literally surrounded by brain washed materialists, and I enjoy using my authority as a doctor to support the anti vaxxers and the broken shoes who are told they are stupid and ignorant by the matrix. For all these reasons and more, what Mari said really resonated with me and I appreciate her message.

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#2 2022-12-15 09:22:57

ro2778
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Re: Mari Swaruu 01 - Escape from the Matrix

Most of them become doctors because they want to help people and so even though they are misguided most of them have a good heart. It's like Mari says, "be nice to them, because remember they don't have the knowledge or the context to know why you think differently". And that's quite a difficult position to take, because of course, they aren't being nice to you, they aren't listening to you and they may even be belittling you. Hence the term, broken shoes that was once used in this contact. Also, "love them as they are, and remember that not everyone has the same soul mission", this is how I remain a doctor, despite all the people around me and knowing that the healthcare system is better if people like me stick around. I often have chats with patients about their lifestyle, to see if I can give them some advice that would help them to take less medication, or ideally no medication and these days, those are my favourite moments in my job.

It's okay to be angry and to blame others for the injustice and harm that was done to you and your family, but at some point you should also analyse your thoughts and take control of your beliefs. At the fundamental level, the world reflects your beliefs, so if you feel like a victim then the world is going to keep on victimising you. But I understand, it's hard to live on this planet, in this matrix, which specialises in creating victims. The doctors in the UK are busy victimising their patients, in a healthcare system that is free at the point of use, so they don't do it for money, they simply do it because they think they are helping and they're ignorant.

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#3 2023-01-03 19:16:59

mitkobs
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Re: Mari Swaruu 01 - Escape from the Matrix

Second video: Escape from the matrix - Mari Swaruu

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2WdpuVbjt0

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#4 2023-02-04 23:57:36

Re: Mari Swaruu 01 - Escape from the Matrix

Yes, it is not easy, but those who are afraid must not go into the forest.  I haven't watched TV for 30 years, I haven't drank alcohol, smoked cigarettes or taken drugs for 20 years.  And maybe that's why I see the matrix the way it is.  I don't hang out with my family.  This fight is only for the bravest and most persistent.  Then we can understand what one of the greatest and most famous star seeds, Jehoshua ben Nochri, said.  "Even birds and wild foxes have their lairs and nests, but the son of man has nowhere to lay his head. Whoever loves his father and his mother more than 'me' ... is not worthy of me. My kingdom is not of this world."  But in the end the Matrix Kabbalah also misused and twisted these words of his. After they killed him.

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