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#1 Re: English Forum » Light Event on the beach New Years Eve » 2022-01-05 18:00:01

all good, i guess this is just a personal diary on display for now.

I took two other friends down to the same spot tonight and tried the same thing, no stars in the sky and nothing really happened but one of them did identify a physically hot spot near the area i consider a portal/gate or edge of an area, no craft or anything in the sky.

as soon as i got home i walked out my back deck to sort of project some thanks and appreciation for whats happened over the last few days and that I was going to invite a bunch of friends to the beach on friday to try experience contact for the sake of spreading awareness and empowerment, the craft was there above my house, well visible from my house as soon as i walked outside, followed me home or something idk, same shape and lights, so i just talked out loud to it while making the W shape (not really sure why) with both hands and made my intentions and expectations clear, how we can benefit each other and then it went dark as soon as i finished.  so yeah the delusions of grandeur and ego and why me chosen one stuff all had a good little run for fun while i was telling some people over discord, but honestly i think im just an easy target to accept and project at the moment, they might be greys or .gov, idk, could just be some blubeam psyop stuff, i have had black triangle craft and shadowmen experiences before but mostly over 10 years ago and I dont really associate any of the feeling or negativity with what i have been experiencing lately, this is different.

i tried to ask them to appear at one of the guys on discords house but they werent visible when i went outside and asked and yeah its pretty selfish (consciously when even asking) to expect them to show off for me like that to one up my skeptic mate lol, but it would of done wonders for him but maybe make his reality fragile, idk...  sort of goes against his freewill doing that, its enough of confirmation for me to be in a constant state of euphoria but also not enough to completely confirm it that i would preach it as fact, see what happens on the friday, i dont want to insult them but they keep hanging around and entertaining me and my friends, i dont know whats ok and whats not but i make my own judgements and seems to fit so far, i really thought i blew my chance when i suggested hacking the phone we found originally, jokingly or not it was not a nice suggestion but my intention was to find out who these satanic people were which my perspective has since changed, and then avoiding them when they approached.

either way this outlet might help to spread information and seeds that might spread and be sprouted by their efforts if their intention is to assist us right now with awareness and empowerment,

I do not like illusions, deception, trickery. Why would they?
I think its a veil/free will thing and they cant/wont force acceptance on people, always leaving room for people to not acknowledge it and lose their shit
or they were working some ritual not intended for us to see and were just trying to hide it or just simply trying to lay low, under the radar from others.

What's with the seemingly demonic, satanic stuff?
I'm thinking for now its just my brainwashed perspective, everything else was so beautiful and perfect.

Why do they give me bread crumbs when I ask for assistance?
freewill, no hard acknowledgment unless really accepting, seems to be increasing, 3rd time seeing the same craft, once at my house now.

Why do they tippy toe instead of being upfront?
freewill/veil, always leaving room for people to not acknowledge it and lose their shit.

Are the people they drop off programmed and unaware of who they are? are they vessels or something?
investigating, these people are still around and odd, seem unapproachable.

#2 Re: English Forum » Double Edged Sword: The Warrior's Paradox » 2022-01-05 16:33:12

this makes me reflect and project my own struggles, I cant say its a healthy balance but I've made alot of progress since rock bottom, more than ever in my life, some of us need it to learn, after my life and dreams were destroyed i became a better person, went back 10 years and picked up where i left off with a new understanding and appreciation but it was not an easy transition.

" Like any dualism, there is a 'higher, transcendent third', if you will - a place within us where the opposition no longer exists."

I think like this in my own perspective and experience.


It doesn't have to be so black or white with the "fuck the world" or "I dont deserve this suffering, poor me", Its just a perspective and not a balanced or empowering one, brainwashed by the world, we know that.

"Is it right to view this incarnation as nothing but a sacrifice, so fuck you, toughen up?"
This way of thinking kept me alive when i was low state and vibration, it was just to get out of the hole i was in though and not a balance or good way to stay, its unstable, unbalanced and vulnerable just like the other end of the scale

You could be fighting for a better life in the next or maybe you had too much fun in the last one, maybe the best part of this one is still coming.

maybe you required the struggles and suffering to become a better stronger person, maybe you chose to go through this, maybe you teached so much to others by example, maybe your not ready to have and enjoy what you want, maybe your just spending too much time whinging about it instead of doing something about it, stop preaching and start practicing, maybe you just need to make some changes in your life to get where you want to be, im sure you know what you need to do



advancing, improving, empowering, testing, trying

failure and struggles and their emotions are just a bad perspective manifest from learning and growing

me projecting my own mirror, i say ultimately the mission comes first because that's why you are here and its all part of your plan if that's what you believe.

this is a battle ground and you chose to come here, laugh at yourself for entertaining weakness and poking holes in your own armor

You deserve to be happy? happiness is manifested by you, don't let someone else control that, take advantage of everything in your life and make it work for you and those close to you that you can help and they help you, you can work on self and help/service others, forget expectations, programming and image and never take anything for granted but yourself and whats inside you, be grounded in self and nothing can let you down or test your foundation, control your life, everything else is just a bonus. remember who you were before the world told you who to be, you owe nothing.

what's stopping you from being happy? you. do something about it, if you want a soul mate and cannot pull one from the astral, talk to people, spend time with family and friends, connect with nature, get an animal companion, work out, eat better, sleep better, get out of your comfort zone and off the computer.

my heart is broken as fuck but id still offer it to the right person and ill still bleed forever waiting for the person that broke me but it doesent own me or hold me back from loving and appreciating and being happy, of course sometimes are harder than others and its easier said than done, i choose to not dwell and manifest negative emotions and use what i once considered suffering as lessons learned and milestones of growth, its empowering.

not directed at anyone, I'm just projecting and clearly not at that healthy balance yet either, i just flow back and forth consciously and acceptingly with different perspectives instead of stagnating and overindulging.

#3 English Forum » Light Event on the beach New Years Eve » 2022-01-04 02:00:14

Yoamr
Replies: 2

Me and two friends saw a very significant event on the beach between 11:00 - 3:00am.

massive ship landing and offloading alot of people or some holographic event.

Hundreds of children and adults, tents, structures, vehicles, holograms, multiple light sources and shapes, geometric patterns, drones and satellites in the sky.

we were hynoptized almost, the whole event was organised and in perfect syncronized movements, lights, shadows puppets, it demanded to be watched and was almost impossible to take your eyes off it.

they were making movements in the water and on the sand in repetition, children jumping and pushing their chests together like the tree spirit things from hayo miyazaki films, light pole totems, diamond lights, neon jewelery on the children, my friend was approached by two of them after we found a phone on the beach, like some sort of test of offer to communicate or be approached, we discussed what to do with the phone and then 2 of them almost immedietly
approached with massive lights out of nowhere and I saw artificial or almost cgi like movement from them as they approached and something in me did not want to have a direct interaction with deceptive illusions, my friend stayed in the spot after me and my other friend left, said they sounded dutch.

they were spread out over the beach in groups, doing ritual like stuff around the water and large fires were lit every 200 meters or so up the beach with no one even at them, we saw something that seemed almost demonic from a distance when they were around the fires, we saw lots of women wearing seethrough gowns head to toe swaying side by side as if in perfect sync like one big entitity, lots of indigenous naked children that when we get closer and walked past us they were then white kids seemingly fully clothed being led by women in clothing from the 60s (come on johnny hurry up said one of the ladies) and cane baskets and straw hats. it was like a hologram that kept changing or adjusting, these kids in the water for hours pitch black and cold lol walking for kms up and down the beach in this pattern while others were doing stuff around the fires, we saw shadows dancing on the gowns of the women, like a shadow puppet play but it seemed like they were not aware of it. we could never really get too close to them, it demanded respect, no fear but slightly intimidating as they were well into whatever they were doing.

when close enough to hear them or sort of see them properly there was always this sound or static coming off them like they all had these radios, some sort of white noise, their lights would produce perfect sphere shapes and diamond shapes, when we first saw this group of kids with teachers walking up the beach it just looked like tents or gazeboos down the beach or 4x4 guys fishing and we slowly head down there to see what the light was, we started to see these perfect sphere shape orbs or light form that were in a line and swayed or zig zagged like a snake or parts of a centepiede in a perfect hynopotic pattern, but when close these people did not seem to have any organisation or intentenional effort to produce what we were seeing. getting closer it looked like naked indigenous kids in the water with nets or being baptized and everything kept changing.

I believe it was a mass landing and some sort of light work event on the new years eve, the only people on the beach was them and us 3 seemed invisible to them but their lights would hit us in patterns from massive distances they would all aim at us at times when we would sort of discuss or say things about them to our selves like we were being communicated with just by the light sources and its movement

they like to hover around with light sources at nighttime, seemingly for hours of time just standing around with light beams and shapes, moving their arms and bodies in motions, almost impossible to not watch them and be entranced due to the movements, curious, snake like, syncronized, everyone swaying in rythm. they are doing something organised and significant but i dont know what it is lol, its a need and want to figure it out that just confuses and locks you in, hypnotic.

I felt forced to be distracted and after a few hours of this is almost frustrated me a bit, not a fan of illusions, deceptions, tricks of light, holograms, etc. it was like real life cgi.


I went back to the beach last night with a different friend, sort of retracing my steps and experience, just before we got onto the beach I was walking him around this sign post that is on the road just before the beach entrance track and I was explaining to him how it felt like some sort of energy or field almost on new years night, like entering another dimension, I wanted to see if he would pick up on anything without me putting it in his mind, as we were walking around in the dark i noticed a blinking light in the sky and pointed it out and then explained how the blinking stuff is usally human air traffic and so we didnt pay too much attention and headed to the track, I then pointed out the playades  star cloud as my other friend did to me on new years, the night was so perfect for looking at the starts as it was on the new years night, the playades system then faded out and a craft appeared from behind the tree line and was passing over directly where the playades system was, sort of cake shape less dome shape, more flat and long with multiple maybe red yellow orange colored lights along the bottom of the ship in a line, I waved at it and then I had a instant micro white flash in my vision, I said to my friend "its them, thats them, "they are still here, lots of them in mass" and then the ship faded and the star system appeared again into vision at the perfect time that the ship passed over it. It was like a confirmation, got the full goose bumps and hair stand up, euphoric feeling, and I am pretty sure they are playades as I did not have much excpectation or ideas about them to manifest the experience, I first assumed sevent day eventist or something like that but after researching symbology and rituals nothing really came up, but when i searched about playades everything actually matched what we experienced more than any other explanation.

If its just for me or its just happening all the time or what I dont know but i think this year is the start of something really big.

I just wanted to share this on here after finding this forum, I am just reading around to fill in dots and gaps from my experience and try to better understand what and why they are doing. the whole lightworker thing physical and spiritual light is an eye opener and pretty funny.
I have been right into RA, chaos magic, body alchemy recently, my human life fell apart about a year ago and I have been transforming, I was pretty much done with this place but decided to play it out incase I can help in any way, I am a warrior and my sword is sharp, I have reached a stage in my life and development where i have no fear of consequence, rules, expectations, judgement or people and will take risks and empower myself.



I do not like illusions, deception, trickery. Why would they?

What's with the seemingly demonic, satanic stuff?

Why do they give me bread crumbs when I ask for assistance?

Why do they tippy toe instead of being upfront?

Are the people they drop off programmed and unaware of who they are? are they vessels or something?

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