lostsole,

You may be a little too far into the doom and gloom right now. The whole papaya ordeal is terrible, I know, and with how close it's affected you and your family no one can blame you for having such an outlook.

However, I would like to suggest that the damage and its manifestation may not turn out like you think. Billions won't die in the next few years. If at all it will more likely be over the course of decades, slowly enough that the average person will not notice, and in the case that they do the die off will be supported by a  narrative such as global warming. Life will go on for the average person. They may never realize the true cause. They will be ignorant to the bigger picture, and so life for them can still be happy. The vast majority so far seem to be minimally affected by the papaya, so perhaps your outlook shouldn't be so grim.

I've been coming to these terms myself lately. The papaya may be like many of the other things lost to the general population over time. Like education, spirituality, heritage, history, art, and health. In many ways modern man is fallen from those that came before, yet for the most part life carries on as normal. Remember it's you who dooms in contrast to those around you. Because you see things they do not. To them nothing has really changed. Life continues in its innocence. Tragedy may very well hit, but don't let that stop you from experiencing the joy of the moments shared with those you love. Of course you should continue to take responsibility in the ways that you do. Just don't beat yourself up so much along the way.

Richard, here's a good resource found on a .gov site: https://downloads.regulations.gov/CDC-2 … ment_1.pdf

It's a report on exactly what you're looking for. Below is the abstract.

Abstract: Analysis of the Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System (VAERS) database can be
used to estimate the number of excess deaths caused by the COVID vaccines. A simple
analysis shows that it is likely that over 150,000 Americans have been killed by the current
COVID vaccines as of Aug 28, 2021.

And the summary...

Summary
Using the VAERS database and independent rates of anaphylaxis events from a Mass General
study, we computed a 41X under-reporting factor for serious adverse events in VAERS, leading
to an estimate of over 150,000 excess deaths caused by the vaccine.

The estimates were validated multiple independent ways.

There is no evidence that these vaccines save more lives than they cost. Pfizer’s own study
showed that adverse events consistent with the vaccine were greater than the lives saved by
the vaccine to yield a net negative benefit. Without an overall statistically significant all-cause
mortality benefit, and evidence of an optional medical intervention that has likely killed over
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150,000 Americans so far, vaccination mandates are not justifiable and should be opposed by
all members of the medical community.

Early treatments using a cocktail of repurposed drugs with proven safety profiles are a safer,
more effective alternative which always improves all-cause mortality in the event of infection and
there are also safe, simple, and effective protocols for prophylaxis.