I like 80s music (including bare instrumentals) so now I'm a bit sad with you. If you have something uploaded from that era, I'd gladly listen to it too. I've checked TheRatFat and thanks, I have something new to explore now.

I did explain in my last reply how it is a lie, but I will shortly clarify: it would be a meaningless ritual and social gathering with people who didn't know or like much.

Nowadays I don't do close relationships. I'm not good at meeting compatible people and I'd rather not waste my energy looking for then.

lostsole, if your piece of music is uploaded somewhere, would you mind to share it? I hope your mother didn't suffer too much.

If my personal NPCs get to bury my meat cage, they're not going to make it the kind of event I'd be satisfied with even if I told them my wishes. And I'd rather have no funeral anyway, so let's imagine that I'm floating in space, in a spacesuit, and listening to this while my senses are slowly turned off: https://youtu.be/w3VNep_u-lY

An epic end of a boring, disappointing life

HeadRush, according to the Team viruses are not what our "science" tells us. They are not pathogens. And if you're simply unconvinced then hey, you're free to believe what you want.

I don't know if it's possible for people like us to be, for example, Andromedan. Although I'm not feely enough to be called feely and I try to look at the bigger picture like them, it seems like I understand certain things better than those supposedly enlightened beings, despite my currently limited mind. It would be so awkward to wake up among the very people who allow this mess on Earth and think it's ok. That assuming our memories wouldn't be automatically dismissed as "not a fun game, but who cares, it's just a game" or something similar. I wonder how many prison planets comparable to this one exist in the Milky Way. I hope not many.

You don't have to be a bleeding-for-the-world heart to get sick of watching a bunch toddlers, most of them with amnesia, bullying each other for thousands of years. Sometimes I suspect some of those "emotionless" races are full of shit. For example again, Andromedans. They supposedly believe in silly karma and fear it a lot. Fear is a feeling. This is either an excuse not to give us what we need, which is a global reveal of truth, or they can feel strongly. Just not for us. Or they really are taken over by harmful tulpas or some other filth. Anyway, "void of compassion for other races" may be a better description. And I say that as a nihilism-friendly person. Apparently I'm growing out of the idea of learning through suffering, why can't they?

Thanks, Greta. Every civilisation has a name and we can call ourselves Terrans now, I guess.

To be clear, I've watched enough Gosia's videos to know that humans/Terrans is a term best applied to the local meatsuits alone and that Lucy wasn't my great, great, great...granny.

When I use the word starseeds, I'm thinking about the E.T.s who are planted into this matrix with technology for the purpose of helping or having a human experience or both. I'd rather not mix them with the regressives who enter the same way, but I'm yet to invent a label for those.

I remember discovering the starseed movement online and being confused by all those people being so confident in their belief of their extraterrestrial past and making it their identity. Even if some of them were right, I didn't think it was that important. I thought soul migration was to be expected and an ordinary thing if this wasn't the only place with intelligent life forms. I had no clue about the immersion program at the time. The vast majority of them probably didn't either.

@CD
Sure there is no harm. But if the only way to get that data is to hack their systems, I don't expect that move from our Taygetans. I also doubt any E.T.s would feel responsible for someone who used to be one of them. And how naive do you have to be to know what Taygetan people know and come here through ordinary incarnation? *facepalm*

Do you think you will feel resentment no matter what if you die here and then wake up in a pod? Towards those you wanted to extract you.

@Robert
Well, Taygetans are supposed to be a small group at this time. Have we ever been given info regarding the approximate number of starseeds in general?

You're welcome. If I have actual family out there, the kind of family I would miss if I remembered them...I will surely appreciate them even more after all of this is over.

Hello, everybody. I'm another person who wishes to get extracted and I believe myself to be a good candidate. I have an open mind, a life that would be very easy to discard and my presence on this planet as it is now is useless to the cause. I'm old enough to know I don't belong here. I don't know if I am in immersion, but that would explain a lot. I can only wonder why any E.T.s would care to extract a non-starseed weirdo just because they request it, but I still want it. I have no idea if they're able to sense a telepathic S.O.S., and how they would locate me or find me on the internet, I'm a ghost online. Anyway, I hope to have some helpful brainstorming here.

First of all, I think it's not the best idea to focus exclusively on the Toleka team while trying to manifest our extraction. Legend says there are other races in the orbit too (let's skip the Andromedans) and there's a chance someone else is kind enough. It's probably better to keep our options open. Especially if you're non-Taygetan starseeds and your people are around. Besides, I would rather not impose myself on a particular group. Currently I'm focused on sending energy into the universe with my intention. I've been attuned to a couple of energies in the past, which I like to think helps a bit.

The recollection of how and why we ended up on Earth should help most of us, but that wall is difficult to tear down, especially for the immersed. I remember hearing that one of the reasons not to remember is the avatar changing due to those memories. Not that it matters much when someone is done with this shitshow. So I also do energy work on myself to basically stop being a human, whatever that means exactly.

I agree with the sentiment that starseeds deserve the option to leave. I imagine some of them wouldn't be quick to return to their home planet and not look back. And although we can always terminate our bodies, it has its challenges even if there's no fear of death. A while ago I caught myself thinking about getting the jab. Some people drop dead shortly after and all I need to do is let them stick a needle in my arm. Yeah, I'm not doing well.

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