Hello Alec,

Thank you for your encouragement! This trauma of mine was established when I was very young, 3-6 years old. It created a pattern that has affected all my life and all my relationships with either individuals, groups or whole society. I became aware of this pattern only a few months ago and I’m currently actively working to unlearn the detrimental behavior preventing expressing my feelings and needs. Oh boy it is scary. Feels very much like shadow work, I guess.

In the early 1990’s a group called ‘Eat Static’ released many music tracks that have e.t./u.f.o./alien vibe in them. Their style is electronic and quite close to psychedelic trance. However, my examples below are much slower than generic psytrance tracks, and these come with a bit of dub vibe.

Eat Static - Abduction
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbWKeel … UX&index=7

Eat Static - Abnormal Interference
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v_jxo51 … fe&index=2

Eat Static - Area 51 (Nucleonic Mix)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V09Jh6i … fe&index=6

Cosmic Electro Disco (in 80's style)

Ultraflex - Secret Lover (DJ Sotofett's Cosmic Lover Remix)
https://youtu.be/n8xpEmxWw58

Beyond The Struttosphere - Astral Riders
https://youtu.be/lp9daW4ts9g

Cerrone - The Impact
https://youtu.be/WWhzu_m8ahQ

I have been thinking about something similar. I do not hope for direct contact per se, instead I would formulate my wish this way:

For the record and for the universe to know, I hereby state my intention to work for the Taygetan embassy on Earth or The Earth-Taygetan Friendship Society or similar institution to promote the cultural exchange between the civilizations, friendly co-existence and co-creation.

https://www.swaruu.org/en/transcripts/a … -questions

With this post I formally confess that I am a romantic fool. Or at least I was in the 90’s. Back then I was obsessed with this song, Outerspace Girl by The Beloved.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIzWwUGh7dQ

I played this song on repeat dozens of times. Some versions or mixes still make me want to dance (for example Organism mix).

One day I got an idea to post the lyrics of the song to a dating site. Back then there were not really profiles on dating sites. The dating ads were more like forum post with only text. It was not even possible to attach photos. I’m not sure what my point was at the time. Maybe I expected some girl might recognize the song or the band and reply to me if she liked the music. After all, the lyrics can be interpreted as a man searching for a woman from another planet.

To my surprise, I got one reply. She (or he?) outright laughed at my dating ad and accused me of being both unrealistic and naive. So much of finding my outerspace girl.

Around that time, give or take a year, I experienced something like an ufo abduction. Might have been a dream. Over the course of three decades circumstances have evolved and now I have come to this point where I read and listen to the messages of my outerspace girls almost daily.

Just thinking about a hypothetical Tinder profile of any Swaruu girl or anyone of the Toleka crew makes me smile and feel warm and fuzzy.

Earthboy
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Can you hear me out there?
I send this message to you
Transmitting out through the air
Signals into the blue

It's earthboy calling on frequency ten
All far out galaxies
I'm beaming love out to my one special friend....
....are you receiving me?

Outerspace girl
I'm sending out a message to you....
....are you receiving me?

Well are you grooving up there
On your mission of love?
Whizzing onwards at warp factor nine
Several light years above

Well if you ever come back down
To this planet safe and sound
I will be there as you touch down
So that your feet don't touch the ground

Or if you'd rather stay up there
Just hanging out in deeper space
I'll send more messages of love
To keep a smile upon your face

I have felt something similar, or related. I have the feeling that this phenomenon has been going on for a longer time with me, maybe one or two years, gradually getting worse. During the last few months I have been aware of it to an annoying degree. I feel I can achieve less and less during a day. Earlier, when I still had a salary job within the matrix, I could achieve dozens of action points in 8 working hours plus a great many things in my personal life in the evening. Now I feel I achieve way less in the same period of time even though I feel I'm constantly doing things, without too much rest. I have been thinking that I need to be more careful about what I choose to do, because I feel "the time is running out" and I still want to have the chance to carry out the most important tasks "before there will be no time left at all".

I know of another person in the awakening process, having the same impression about time as me. But not other people I know have said a word about time or time perception change, whether they are awakening or not.

Hello ro2778,

Thank you very much for your summary. Your ideas in the list are very impressive and effective in red-pilling.

I'd like to ask more about your point number 3. Where exactly did you find proof saying that the medical companies used subjective severity of symptoms when calculating the efficacy percentage? I'd like to use this as an argument in an discussion elsewhere, but I did not find the fact in Pfizer/Biontech approval application document. I did not look at Moderna's respective documents yet, though. If I will use this argument, I'm sure the others will require some articles or publications to refer to, and I'd like to be prepared for that.

Thanks,
Mytomi