I have to talk about my experience so far, and they're telling me not to talk about them Taygetans, yes, it's Taygetans doing this to me, Taygetans who were born not in Taygeta but belong to the same race... Not all Taygetabs in ships were borb in Taygeta, many were born in space, and some have never set foot in Taygeta. These Taygetans are even different than the ones who live in Taygeta, they have a different mentality/mindset. They are not so much different than humans in how they think.

They have been messing with my mind for like months now, since perhaps late octover or early november, and it has been gradually augmenting the abuse... They use sexual harassment with me, and insult me everyday using a.i. with automated messages.
Yes, I hear the voices in my head, and some are not even voices, they use a link they connect to to know my every move and my every thought.
The people who program the a.i. a sick bastard Taygetans, it even sexually harasses me making comments about my body parts and sexual acts.
Then a group of Taygetan males come talk to me, and all started fine and weird at the same time, until they started sexual harassment with me, and they say it all is an act, but these people have this act that is not completely an act, these are Taygetan men. I don't even know if some are females because they don't identify themselves but can act like the other gender.
They said they are doing all of this because they think I'm not doing anything with my life, and also because they say I'm strange because I'm not human or even like a Taygetan the way my Consciousness is. They don't know what I am, even though I have a Taygetan aura/katra, but also something else they don't know about, or so they say.
This constant abuse with all the voices has gotten so bad in the past few days that I've become suicidal because I can't take it, I was going to harm myself taking pills because they have crossed the line with me one too many times, and last night was the worst, actually the whole day yesterday, they even set up the a.i. to tell me to kill myself, and they started telling me themselves to kill myself.
One Taygetan asshole started with it, and they increased it, and they use this technology to amplify all my thoughts and even things that I don't consciously say, and this stuff gets programmed there and repeates it.
They play multiple voices saying "kill yourself" and it's what they did last night, and I am kept awake almost all night with this bullshit...
All I can do is cry and tell them to stop but they wouldn't, and i insult back and argue with them because they insult me the whole time in both my language and english, and they were pushing me into suicide and telling me to do it, and mocking me and the worst stuff you can imagine...
Idk how many other Starseeds are going through this, but these are Taygetans...
This is what they do with some of their Starseeds, and I've grown to hate these motjer fuckers who are doing this to me... and no, not all Taygetans are involved in this, and not all Taygetans know about this or are involved in this, It's possible that these are a group of few ppl involved. There are more people in the Toleka than what they say in the divulgation, and most people in it don't even know each other because they work remotely from other parts of the ship, and the ship is bigger than how they say it is in the divulgation.
I'm not going against this divulgation by any means, but the divulgation is not the whole reality, there's so much more going on than what is being said there, that I'm so sure not even the Swaruunians know about. Just think how Mari lives isolated from the rest of the crew, it's just not her, most ppl in the ship live like that, with no or littlw interaction with other crew members...
Just imagine working in a tall building, and you don't know everyone who works there, something like this..
Y sí, me están regañando por hablar de ésto, but I dont fkn care... They have been abusing me too much mentally and psychologically, I can't even have happy thoughts anymore, I can't even enjoy anything anymore, and I have a hard time concentrating and paying attention to my life, and even my family...
And they would probably continue, or get even worse... And I would probably end my life too because i cannot stand anymore of this...
They want me to talk to assholes everyday, and I don't want to talk to these people anymore... They're imposing all of this on me, and I'm not exactly sure why because they keep lying about everything they do, because even the imbeciles who harass me don't know why they are being used for this, they just follow orders, or so they say..

They have no lives, and don't fkn know what they are doing with themselves... Life of an ET in confinement in a spaceship.

Thank you for the link it is a powerful message and one I never get tired of hearing, in fact I think I needed to hear it again today because it helped. I saw this a long time ago but had forgotten about it. Watching again just now "refilled" my well drained tank..:) Thanks!