I have been wondering about a subject relating to the subconscious mind...
I notice sometimes that while I am sleeping or in vigil state, my mind or rather unconscious mind? is speaking and saying things... feels like things that I don't think myself, and my conscious mind feels like it is retracted and just listening to portions of what I call "my other self" is saying... she speaks with my stellar family, and apparently she's been rude to them, and saying things I consciously wouldn't think about nor say, and they get mad at me for stuff she's said, and when I wake up I don't remember anything... or just occasionally some of it...
I don't know what to make of this, or how I could change it...
I've been trying to program my mind telling her to be nice and polite to them and to not be rude, but apparently she continues to be rude, and they get mad at me up there...
I don't know what to do about it, how I could change it...
The least I want is to offend people and make them feel bad and be mad at me, and I have no idea why would I be rude to anyone in my sleep, or why this happens...
I wonder if I could be parasitized or something, because this keeps happening without my awareness...
and then they tell me about it, how I've been rude to them and stuff... U___U
I don't want this... all I want is harmony and be friends with everyone up there...

I wish there was info given by Tay/Swas about this...

SSSany wrote:

Agreed!
But again, the Ishtar/Lilith or Li probably have her own memories as well?
It would be awesome to have that conversation
Fantasies probably on my side
Also taking in account her beauty and inteligence and a fact that her is the Diety/ Godes of love
Lucky is the man who is the chosen one of her heart
Was Tammuz that lucky guy? As per Wikipedia.
Similar to the Egyptian story of the divine couple Isis and Osiris. Make one wander what kind of blissful love is it.
For her to resurect her true love, what a beautiful, beautiful gesture.
Oh well, my quest for the knowledge/anwers to understand world around and, more important, to understand my self continues.
Maybe one day I would deserve to have someone to love me like that

Those stories are parallels, same people with different names, from different cultures/languages...
Yes, there are memories of the past incarnations
TwinFlames seek out each other in higher and lower realms.
They also belong to the same family of Souls.

Lyran wrote:

naringl wrote:

https://www.rt.com/russia/581158-russia … outh-pole/

where are they really going?

Hanging out with NASA

you're reply is as good as saying nothing. They've hung out with NASA for a long time, the "international space station" whatever the fuck it really is has been all about that hangout.

but this is why I get for expecting information out of this forum.... when will I learn there's nothing for me here in this forum?

Ill tell you about me if you want to tell your story here thats great also.
   I was homeless ( once Again) i was a raging whiskey alchoholic. My life started seriously falling apart i every way. I had zero direction other than drugs whiskey an chasing woman.
I was a terrible partner, friend, father..u name it.
   The only positive thing i was even doing was searching for the truth of this planet an what i was doing here. I did that nonstop like some crazy person.
  The covid bs hit and i KNEW it was bs before i ever found cosmic agency. I flipped out an got the
New girl i was living with to sell everything an buy a truck and an rv to haul and we took off.
  As SOON as we started traveling i found cosmic agency. And i read the transcripts nonstop...over an over. I applied them to my life and when i did....everything changed.

  I am a completely different person than i was.
I put whiskey down one day an never had a drink again. That was going on 2 years ago now.
Hard drugs went bye bye. My outlook on life and pretty much everything became exciting an positive.
  I quit watching tv. No news at all. I stopped talking with people about current " events" or worrying about obvious lies everywhere. I just focused on ME.
  Everything i needed or wanted started happening. I was manifesting a great life for me an my girl. The truck would break down in front of a mechanic shop that specialized in whatever problem i had. ( this actually happened more than once!) I would meet random strangers at just the perfect time to help them or they helped us. It has gotten so obvious my girlfriend who pretty much thought i was insane actualy KNOWS something very strange is happening.
    I could write a book on the insane cool things that keep happening over an over now.

No matter what happens now..she just looks at me an says " its gonna be ok aint it? "I say " yep"
An some miracle pops up .
   It is oustanding..amazing..mind blowing.
  I know this is real information . It is right in my face everyday an i can see an feel the results.
   
  I cant explain how great i feel now. Assimilate this info into your life. Believe it. Use all the help they are giving us an its MASSIVE.

  I am a kinder more caring more patient loving human that i have ever been. Not even close to what i was before. Im peacefull an happy most of every single day.

Who can i help today? What can i do to be a better person? What makes me the most happy? I do it.

Reading this back to myself ...oh lawdy. lmao. I cant put this into words very well. I think the inner work you do is all that really matters here. Everything outside you is controlled by you. Not someone else. YOU are an eternal awsome powerfull being. Start acting like it my friends.

Peace out.

Excuse me for the mountain of quotes above me.

I think the FRACTAL nature of life and souls means there is no place for hierarchical thinking. I tend to think the same with my 3D mindset that 5D is above in the sense that we can only be puppets of the same and cannot affect them emotionally or decisionvise but that is our low vibe thinking in effect.
The mere fact that some of the team reads this forum is a good enough reason to think this is not so. They all live a life and grow up with more or less barriers between what's inside and what's outside. Less perception agreements the more walls disappear. Of course I don't know everything and my words are not gospel. Maybe densities only mean things need more or less action but still you do you. Also it's true that some people are nexus points but I feel like this is more complicated.

Especially when we go into how points of attentions work. To me it's like strands that meet at points when people meet then they can go completely opposite and go into two different timelines (for better or worse). Like trees or grapevine, some grow closer and touch, have more in common, some tangle up, some go parallel. They have more manifestation power in the sense that it's a lighter realm but as has been said by the group, you are source, it's only you who decide where is the end of possibilities and what is real by your attention. Fractal shapes are themselves and never bigger or smaller but itself again and again. Mari has an excellent video on this called "What is a Soul?" and some other like "Time, timelines, Star-ships and your Mind", and "Time and how it works" series. Good stuff to say the least. Also Mari explained in a video that she has the same "power" so to say and it is a bit rude to place them, number them with bigger or smaller numbers.

Did you forget that Mari is so similar to Yazhi in her abilities? And she is still a fractal of the same Supra Katra.
Sophi is another fractal of that SK too, but advanced in her abilities because she was born in the aether, still is Sil with a fractal body. Sophi is super aware of being that SP.
She still has her own personality and way of being, different from the other Swas, like the fractal that she is. She can see and remember more when she is in the astral.
If she were completely Sil, she wouldn't have Sophi's body, because she would have been fully integrated with Sil.

You understand this very well Sany, I'm sure you have your experiences and reasons too...

I don't think ETs can fully understand this until they experience it for themselves: to incarnate as a human, waking up, having memories and emotions that come with those memories, and how all that is also influencing you in your life as a Starseed.
Memories both conscious and unconscious will influence you, and a Starseed might even try to find something similar in the 3D to "recreate" and experience something like the memories...
So to say that "you're a different person down there" is not accurate from inexperienced ET perspective.
If one is a total different person, then why are "past life" memories affecting us? Why sometimes we can't shake them off? Why do we suffer from having those memories?
It happens... And it is because we are still that "5D" person at the core... only now dreaming of being human...
ETs still are learning too. Until they incarnate as humans, they won't fully understand this experience and all that it entails it.
We shouldn't assume that they know it all, because they don't. They can observe all they want, but until they come down here and be human, they shouldn't conclude with an opinion abt all this. Hmmpff

To Ivy of Erra

I truly Thank you for the supportive words.  Honestly, I've become a psychotic mess for the “time being” only because of the misunderstanding with what is “possible” or not, because of the tremendous weight I've placed on my own shoulders that never had to be as a “human” and because of the tremendous “shadow work” I've yet to peek into to be Real honest. Don't get me wrong, I've come a LONG WAY in that area and It's not because of fear or anything like that.  It's because I feel everything is “ideas” and agreed upon concepts for how one should be however, “should be” according to who?  Perhaps “human” isn't the correct fit for some of us and it's keeping us back from the fullness of ourselves.  Yet, even that is an idea, after all isn't the “game of life” supposed to be about following some made up 3D human “rules” of how life works and you gotta do this that and that in order to master the game? So it's confusing I suppose, Are we here to be forced into limited 3D human existences or Remember WHO we are on the bigger picture thus BE the Bigger Picture. And if we are to BE the Bigger Picture, then shouldn't we have access to the “Bigger” help (for lack of a better word because I'm referring to energy as well as like minded “beings”)

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