Anyone else feel the same and don't want to be here anymore?

Rocketmidget wrote:

......when im the being that frightens monsters away.
    Yaz. Beep beep.( one smart roadrunner)

This is us too btw. You are so powerfull .when you start believing it things WILL happen.

This was said by Mari in the last video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mfaMQEN_N88

Mari advises not to deal with any beings we don't know. And I personally have never had any interest in light beings, demons, spirits, etc. These are egregors as she says and there is hardly any benefit in contacting them. I consider them to be beings that deceive. Even in channeling those who contact such beings cannot understand that they are delusions.

Cmon guys, information is our ordinance.  What sort of things can we do to get it out there?
Manifestation is not latent. We are told repeatedly that 17 seconds of sustained focus is enough to start the process but that we have to take actual steps in the direction we want our life to go.
We can only be censored, hushed and ignored to a certain point before we hit critical mass and Win.
Just ask Za’el - nothing is impossible, despite the controller advantage, we can win.
Enjoy your shadow work, Team

This is a weird one.

It's not the first time I came across this and it is something special that I'm sure some of you have felt before.
The reason I decided to make this topic is that it's a reoccuring phenomenon and it happened to me again just today.

In short I was commuting home in the subway and was just relaxing and listening to music as usual.
What happened was that a woman has stepped on the train as any other but as she stood by me I felt a very strong presence directionally in my body
as if I was standing besides the radiating sun. It felt very warm and soothing. And holy crap I could stand there for daaaays! I don't think she was aware of what she was doing or anyone around her for that fact
as I don't feel a lot of people AT ALL. I could tell exactly it radiated from her. I can tell the same thing about people with a negative influence. It makes my body tense in one direction as if it was a black hole sucking in all the good relaxed feelings, leaving tenseness in its place. And it is directional as if it was flowing or radiating.

Has anyone came across this sense and why this is? What is the meaning of this? Are those people special or they are the real people of the matrix?

Is there a reason I feel specific people and not others or are there only this few real souls around?
If this is how you tell real people from not real then I have bad news. There's not a "lot" of us actually. I mean a lot but in a capital city it's quite scary how much backdrop people there are.

My interpretation is that there is a lot of emotional potential or frequency difference and the rest of the "people" are just the same frequency as the air aka nothing or real people with similar state.
sad guy <<energy<< happy girl
happy guy >>energy>> sad girl

I did speak to a random girl before on the street who asked for my help and in exchange I asked this similar question and indeed she told me "I thought I was crazy, I would've never told anyone". So yes she felt this before also. It's a thing.
It is amazing how most people live daily thinking it's a normal thing or never bother to notice it similar to breathing or the nose in your eyesight. As a more personal question: Is this a good way to find your potential partner on gatherings/parties if this feeling happens?

Wth is this "sense" telling us anyway?
In before anyone says "that's just you being nervous". Nah. This is different. You know when you feel it.

Please share your past experiences and theories. I am very interested to hear from you all.

Thank you Rocketmidget and Lyran for sharing such powerful and inspiring testimonies! 

I may be wrong, but it occurred to me that when your life's transformation began (thanks to discovering Cosmic Agency videos,) it happened as a result of entering into immersion on this planet.   You are now helping others to find the path through this maze of life.

I don't know what my story is.  But I feel that I incarnated here, more than entered into immersion.

WOW, thank you for sharing this! I am so excited for you and so glad our work helps people like yourself. Thank you again for sharing!

Rocketmidget wrote:

Ill tell you about me if you want to tell your story here thats great also.
   I was homeless ( once Again) i was a raging whiskey alchoholic. My life started seriously falling apart i every way. I had zero direction other than drugs whiskey an chasing woman.
I was a terrible partner, friend, father..u name it.
   The only positive thing i was even doing was searching for the truth of this planet an what i was doing here. I did that nonstop like some crazy person.
  The covid bs hit and i KNEW it was bs before i ever found cosmic agency. I flipped out an got the
New girl i was living with to sell everything an buy a truck and an rv to haul and we took off.
  As SOON as we started traveling i found cosmic agency. And i read the transcripts nonstop...over an over. I applied them to my life and when i did....everything changed.

  I am a completely different person than i was.
I put whiskey down one day an never had a drink again. That was going on 2 years ago now.
Hard drugs went bye bye. My outlook on life and pretty much everything became exciting an positive.
  I quit watching tv. No news at all. I stopped talking with people about current " events" or worrying about obvious lies everywhere. I just focused on ME.
  Everything i needed or wanted started happening. I was manifesting a great life for me an my girl. The truck would break down in front of a mechanic shop that specialized in whatever problem i had. ( this actually happened more than once!) I would meet random strangers at just the perfect time to help them or they helped us. It has gotten so obvious my girlfriend who pretty much thought i was insane actualy KNOWS something very strange is happening.
    I could write a book on the insane cool things that keep happening over an over now.

No matter what happens now..she just looks at me an says " its gonna be ok aint it? "I say " yep"
An some miracle pops up .
   It is oustanding..amazing..mind blowing.
  I know this is real information . It is right in my face everyday an i can see an feel the results.
   
  I cant explain how great i feel now. Assimilate this info into your life. Believe it. Use all the help they are giving us an its MASSIVE.

  I am a kinder more caring more patient loving human that i have ever been. Not even close to what i was before. Im peacefull an happy most of every single day.

Who can i help today? What can i do to be a better person? What makes me the most happy? I do it.

Reading this back to myself ...oh lawdy. lmao. I cant put this into words very well. I think the inner work you do is all that really matters here. Everything outside you is controlled by you. Not someone else. YOU are an eternal awsome powerfull being. Start acting like it my friends.

Peace out.

Starseeds having fun

https://youtube.com/shorts/aX-nW70AoHk?feature=share3

Meditation has always been a fascinating subject for me. Shutting off my mind has always been... difficult. To the point where I would eventually shut down forcefully. Some part of of me goes into overload and it becomes impossible to interact with the outside world.

Frequency dissonance syndrome? Mmmm.... Possibly. Good odds.

It was not until I realized a way of calming my mind while I was in many situations by organizing my thoughts according to my own inner self, my own belief system and subconsciously filing away as many negative thought forms that I could identify.... while on the go. Going about my day. That I'v e felt like I'm on the the right path. For me.

Realizing I've been attempting to do that for...many decades.

Good thing I adopted Swaruunians. Or I would not have read what Yazhi said about meditation and realized that that I've been attempting to do the same thing for many years now.

She always gives you many perspectives. And you get to pick the ones that resonate with you.

Best therapy on....er.. "off" the planet! Speaking for myself.